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OM VASUDE VASUTAM DEVAM KAMSA CHAANURA MARDANAM
 
DEVAKI PARAMANANDAM KRISHNAM VANDE JAGADGURUM
=== Subject:  Chapter 11, Verses 40 - 45. ===
SARVO PANISHA DOGAVO DOGDA GOPALANANDANA
 
PARTHO VACHHA SUDHIR BHOKTA DUGDAM GEETAM RITAM MAHAT
=== Recollection: ===
MOOKAM KAROTI VACHALAM PANGUM LANGAYATE GIRIM
So, we continue to discuss the 11th Chapter of the Bhagavad Gita.
YAD KRIPATAMAHAM VANDE PARAMANANDAMADHAVAM
 
So, we are discussing the 11th chapter of the Bhagavad Gita.
Arjuna  passes through various emotions.  
We have seen how Arjuna had passed through two emotions already.
 
First, when the Lord granted him the Divine Chakshu, Divya Chakshu vision,
# First, the Lord grants him the Divine Chakshu/Divine Vision.
he saw the very universe which earlier he was perceiving
# Arjuna experiences seeing the universe through the Divine Vision. Arjuna begins to see the universe in the light of Divine vision. What does he experience? He sees God everywhere. Previously, I thought God was somewhere. Now, I see God everywhere. An ordinary human being, a living being, an inert thing, a river, a mountain, or a table is nothing but the Divine Lord Himself. He becomes joyful to experience this.  
as ordinary people, ordinary objects.
# Now Arjuna experiences the destruction aspect. The process of creation, preservation and destruction goes on throughout the world. Billions of creatures take birth and die every millisecond. Billions of new creatures are coming. Arjuna could not swallow the fact of death/dissolution called Pralaya. It creates terrible fear.  
Arjuna had started seeing the same universe in a completely divine light.
# At the same time, there is a piece of good news. What is the good news? Arjuna does not know the outcome of the war. Sri Krishna assures him. Shri Krishna says, “Do not fear. Your enemies are already dead in time. You act as an instrument. You will be victorious. You will have the fame of winning this war”. What do the sadhakas/spiritual aspirants longing for God's realisation need to remember? God will not only appear as a smiling face of Ista-Devata/Chosen Deity. (We see Shri Ram and Krishna with a mesmerising smile - मन्द मन्दहसितम् Mandamandahasitam.) Arjuna experiences Shiva's Rudra-Tandava-Nithya. We need to take a composite picture of the world. The manifestations and non-manifestations happen simultaneously.  
Not only ordinary light, but divine light.
# Arjuna experiences that death is inevitable. Lord Krishna says, “O, Arjuna, nobody lives forever. Not only Bhishma, Drona, Karna, Duryodhana, Dushasana and Kauravas will die, but your army will also die.” Arjuna gets frightened.  
What was that seeing that he saw?
# The personal, friendly and loving Saumyamurti of Krishna changed to impersonal and Rudramurti. We read in Chandi. The Divine Mother is everything.
Previously, I thought God was somewhere.
 
Now, I see God everywhere.
<blockquote>'''Daya roopena samsthita.'''
The same God that I have been perceiving as an ordinary human being,
 
ordinary living being, ordinary inert thing,
'''Matru roopena samsthita.'''
a river, a mountain, a table, etc.
 
That very object now has become transformed.
(At the same time)
That had given him the greatest joy.
 
But immediately he saw the third factor.
'''Nasha roopena samsthita.'''
What is the third factor?
 
Not only the janma, the creation, preservation, sthiti, but destruction.
'''Laya roopena samsthita.'''
Simultaneously going on throughout the world.
 
Every millisecond, billisecond, I would say.
(Not only, Srishti sthithi laya.)
Millions, billions of creatures are dying.
 
Billions of new creatures are coming.
'''Srishti sthithi vinasha naam.'''
But this fact of death, dissolution, which is called pralaya,
 
that was very difficult for Arjuna to swallow.
'''Shakti bhute sanatani.'''
That's what we are seeing now.
 
It created terrible fear.
'''Srishti sthithi vinasha.'''</blockquote>
But at the same time, there was also good news.
 
What was the good news?
 
That Sri Krishna assured him.
Arjuna experiences - the world originates from God, lives in God and goes back to God. What do we need to learn? Our friends and family come together like small sticks in a fast-flowing stream. These sticks separate and rejoin. We separate in time to rejoin again in our next birth. We have not been able to grasp this beautiful fact.
Until now, Arjuna did not know what would be the outcome of the battle.
 
Now he saw, God himself said,
7. Arjuna has Divya-Chakshu granted by Bhagwan Krishna.  
do not fear, I have already finished them.
 
They are just dead targets in the course of time, kala.
          Arjuna is fortunate. Shri Krishna grants him Divine Eyes. Arjuna experiences the Universal Form of the Divine Lord.
But you just act on my behalf.
 
I will not get the glory even though I am creating, preserving and destroying.
<blockquote>न तु मां शक्यसे द्रष्टुमनेनैव स्वचक्षुषा |
But you will get glory.
 
Everybody will say, Arjuna was a great hero.
दिव्यं ददामि ते चक्षु: पश्य मे योगमैश्वरम् || C11, V8||
He had conquered the world.
 
So that produced again a bit of good news among that fear.
na tu māṁ śhakyase draṣhṭum anenaiva sva-chakṣhuṣhā
But that fear was really overwhelming.
 
What does it mean?
divyaṁ dadāmi te chakṣhuḥ paśhya me yogam aiśhwaram</blockquote>
If as sadhakas, we long for the realization of God, for having darshan of the God,
 
God will not appear, only as very pleasant, smiling face.
 
Like as we see every Ishta Devata, specially Rama, specially Krishna,
Divya-Chakshu means divine knowledge. Chakshu stands for knowledge. What is this knowledge? There is no you or me. Everything is One/Divine Lord. Shri Krishna says, “I am the father, mother, grandfather, protector, sustainer and substratum. I am this whole universe.” That is a difficult concept for us to swallow. We can say Bhagavan Krishna gives this Amrita Vani through Arjuna. Ramakrishna gave the same immortal message through Swami Vivekananda.
how much lovely they are and how smiling they are all the time.
 
Mandamandasitam, very small type of smiles.
Shri Ramakrishna and Swami Vivekananda - Universal Vision:
But here he sees Kali's, Shiva's rudrakthandavan rithya.
 
It is a terrible thing.
         Narendra Nath (Swami Vivekananda) wanted to experience God. One day, Ramakrishna touched him. Instantaneously, the whole world started melting away. The individuality of Narendra Nath dissolved. Narendra was fully conscious of it. (That is the difference. We become unconscious if we get dizzy.) Here, Narendra became super conscious. What was it? The many is melting into the One. He could not stand it. He thought that he was losing his individuality. There is another parallel illustration.
But we have to take a composite picture of the whole world,
 
where there is manifestation, there will be non-manifestation also.
Shri Ramakrishna and Swami Vivekananda - A Fly at the Edge of an Amrit-Kalash/Vessel of Spiritual Nectar:
That idea had to be drilled into our mind again and again and again.
 
So first great joy, wonderment, surprise and then terrific fear and a little bit of good news.
         One day, Shri Ramakrishna pointedly asked Narendra Nath, “Imagine, my child, you are a small fly sitting on the edge of a huge vessel of Amrita/Nectar. How will you drink that nectar? Narendra Nath replied, “I will sit very cautiously on the edge. I will stretch my tongue and slowly lick the Amrita.” Shri Ramakrishna said, “If you abandon all your caution and freely start licking it. What will happen?” “Sir, I will fall and drown in the nectar and may die”, replied Narendra Nath. Instaneously, the correction came. Ramakrishna said, “My child, this is not an ordinary liquid this is Amrita Dhara/Nectar of Immortality. Whoever falls into it will become Amrita/Immortal”. Swami Vivekananda listened to this carefully. He realised this truth later on by his own experience. The moral of this story is that it is impossible to understand these truths except by our own experience.
Everybody is going to die.
 
And not only a good news, but very bad news also.
8. Arjuna gets the knowledge that Everything is the manifestation of the Divine Lord. Arjuna recognises that there is no other reality besides the Divine Lord Krishna. There is no I, you or anything, living, non-living.
What is it?
 
Nobody is going to live, not only Bhishma, Drona, Karnad, Duryodhana, Dushasana,
Everything is that One manifesting through names and forms. Arjuna sees that One Divinity pervades everywhere. He salutes The Divine Lord again and again with immense devotion. (Please see the transcript of the Chapter 11, Part 14.)
all the enemy people, inimical people, but even Pandavanikam, the army on behalf of Pandavas.
 
They are also going to die.
<blockquote>नम: पुरस्तादथ पृष्ठतस्ते नमोऽस्तु ते सर्वत एव सर्व |
Arjuna, do not mistake, they will also going to die.
 
Of course, that is not good news, but no one is responsible.
अनन्तवीर्यामितविक्रमस्त्वं सर्वं समाप्नोषि ततोऽसि सर्व: || 40||
It is only each person is responsible for that.
 
Then he saw that Bhagavan Krishna, whom he had seen before, my friend,
namaḥ purastād atha pṛiṣhṭhatas te
he is my intimate companion, he is my bosom friend,
 
to protect me, to give good advice, to cheer me up when I am despondent, all that.
namo ’stu te sarvata eva sarva
But that Krishna has disappeared.
 
That personal aspect of Krishna has become impersonal.
ananta-vīryāmita-vikramas tvaṁ
First, he has become formless.
 
Second, he has become a Rudramurti.
sarvaṁ samāpnoṣhi tato ’si sarvaḥ</blockquote>
Of course, at the same time, he was also giving birth, sustaining.
 
That is called Saumyamurti, very pleasing form.
 
Saumya, Saumyatarasesha, Saumyabhyathisundari, as Brahma, hence the Divine Mother.
namaḥ—offering salutations; purastāt—from the front; atha—and; pṛiṣhṭhataḥ—the rear; te—to You; namaḥ astu—I offer my salutations; te—to You; sarvataḥ—from all sides; eva—indeed; sarva—all; ananta-vīrya—infinite power; amita-vikramaḥ—infinite valour and might; tvam—You; sarvam—everything; samāpnoṣhi—pervade; tataḥ—thus; asi—(You) are; sarvaḥ—everything
She is everything.
 
Daya roopena samsthita.
Translation: O Lord of infinite power, my salutations to You from the front and the rear, indeed from all sides, above, below, left right! You possess infinite valour and might and pervade everything, and thus, You are everything.
Matru roopena samsthita.
 
But at the same time,
Shri Ramakrishna - The First Vision of Mother Kali:
Nasha roopena samsthita.
 
Laya roopena samsthita.
          As we know, Shri Ramakrishna graphically described his first vision. Shri Ramakrishna was extremely eager to have a vision of the Divine Mother. He did not have to wait very long. He described his first vision of the Mother: "I felt as if my heart was being squeezed like a wet towel. A great restlessness overpowered me. I was fearful. That it might not be my fortune to realise Her in this life. I could not bear the separation from Her any longer. I longed for the vision of the Divine Mother. Life seemed to be not worth living. Suddenly, my glance fell on the sword kept in the Mother's temple. I was determined to put an end to my life. When I jumped up like a madman and seized it, suddenly the blessed Mother revealed Herself to me. The buildings with their different parts, the temple, and everything else vanished from my sight, leaving no trace whatsoever. I saw a limitless, infinite, effulgent Ocean of Consciousness. As far as the eye could see, the shining billows were madly rushing at me from all sides with a terrific noise to swallow me up! I was panting for breath. I was caught in the rush and collapsed, unconscious. What was happening in the outside world, I did not know. But within me, there was a steady flow of undiluted bliss, altogether new, and I felt the presence of the Divine Mother. The waves of consciousness started pouring into me. I was struggling not to lose my consciousness. In the end, these waves overpowered me. I became unconscious. On his lips when he regained consciousness of the world was the word "Mother". Interesting to note the paradox - pure consciousness made Shri Ramakrishna unconscious. What does it mean? Is it like a having a fit? Is it possible? No! What really happened, pure consciousness made him lose all sense of duality. The world and God both disappeared and became One pure undivided consciousness.  
Not only, Srishti sthithi laya.
 
Srishti sthithi vinasha naam.
Coming back to Arjuna:
Shakti bhute sanatani.
 
Srishti sthithi vinasha.
         Arjuna expresses his wonderment and salutes Shri Krishna again and again. He sees God on his right side, left side, above, below, back and front. Pure Consciousness/God permeates everything. Arjuna’s first reaction is आश्चर्य Ashcharya/wonderment, second reaction is Bhaya/terrific fright. He gets the glimpse of the Divine knowledge but could not retain it. What is his third emotion? Please refer to the transcript of the Chapter 11, Part 14.)
They all go together.
 
And there is no being, no exception.
<blockquote>सखेति मत्वा प्रसभं यदुक्तं, हे कृष्ण हे यादव हे सखेति |
It was not that God was only destroying the enemies.
 
He was destroying practically everything, everybody.
अजानता महिमानं तवेदं, मया प्रमादात्प्रणयेन वापि || 41||
Then he saw this great originator of this world.
 
This whole world has come from God.
यच्चावहासार्थमसत्कृतोऽसि, विहारशय्यासनभोजनेषु |
He is living in God.
 
He is going back to God.
एकोऽथवाप्यच्युत तत्समक्षं, तत्क्षामये त्वामहमप्रमेयम् || 42||
Of course, Arjuna was not equipped with that Sadhaka's mind.
 
He was still ambitious.
sakheti matvā prasabhaṁ yad uktaṁ
He was overcome by anger.
 
He was also rearing, longing to destroy the opposite enemy.
hey kṛiṣhṇa hey yādava hey sakheti
But this tremendous truth,
 
like Arjuna, through Arjuna,
ajānatā mahimānaṁ tavedaṁ
we also have to learn.
 
What is it we have to learn?
mayā pramādāt praṇayena vāpi
All of us.
 
No exception is there.
yach chāvahāsārtham asat-kṛito ’si
Whoever is born,
 
whether our friends, enemies,
vihāra-śhayyāsana-bhojaneṣhu
or father, mother, brother, sisters, children,
 
however close they are,
eko ’tha vāpy achyuta tat-samakṣhaṁ
everyone have come together like small sticks
 
in a fast-flowing stream.
tat kṣhāmaye tvām aham aprameyam</blockquote>Translation: Thinking of You as my friend, I presumptuously addressed You as, “O Krishna,” “O Yadav,” “O my dear Friend.” I was ignorant of Your majesty, showing negligence and undue affection. And if, zestfully, I treated You with disrespect, while playing, resting, sitting, eating, when alone, or before others—for all that I crave forgiveness.
But at the same time,
 
we also have to separate and go our own way
      I mentioned in my last class. Arjuna says, “O, Lord, pardon me. In the past, before this Vishroopa-Darshna, I was ignorant of Your Supreme nature. You are Srishti-Karta. I overlooked your divinity. I called you by many names when alone or before others as Hey Yadava, Hey Krishna, Hey Sakha, and Yaduvanshaya (Belonging to the lineage of the Yadu family). I might have treated You with disrespect at times. Please forgive me.” There is a beautiful song in Bengali. O, Lord, if you do not reveal Yourself to us. How is it possible for us to know You? Vedas, Upanishads and scriptures are searching only in darkness. Why darkness? Because intellectual knowledge is nothing but pure darkness. Arjuna lived with the Divine Lord and treated Him as an ordinary man, his friend and relative. He failed to acknowledge Krishna’s divinity. Is there any need to ask for forgiveness? No! Because the mother understands her child's mind better than the child himself. Sometimes the child quarrels with his mother but the mother only loves the child much more. Arjuna is feeling guilty. Lord Krishna forgave him long ago. How do we know? Arjuna was calling him all these names and Krishna always used to smile.  
again to rejoin in the next birth.
 
This beautiful fact has not been able
Arjuna says in the end (Chapter 18, Verse 73): It is ‘By Your Grace’ I see your Universal Form.
to be recognized by each one of us.
 
We see unfortunately only the positive side.
अर्जुन उवाच |
So Arjuna had seen
 
and then he could not retain it.
नष्टो मोह: स्मृतिर्लब्धा त्वत्प्रसादान्मयाच्युत |
But at the same time he saw
 
that God has given.
स्थितोऽस्मि गतसन्देह: करिष्ये वचनं तव || 73||
Divya Chakshu means divine knowledge.
 
Chakshu stands for knowledge.
arjuna uvācha
What is the knowledge?
 
That there is no I,
naṣhṭo mohaḥ smṛitir labdhā tvat-prasādān mayāchyuta
there is no you,
 
everything is one and that is me.
sthito ‘smi gata-sandehaḥ kariṣhye vachanaṁ tava
I am the father, I am the mother,
 
I am the grandfather,
Arjun says: O Infallible One, by Your grace my illusion has been dispelled, and I am situated in knowledge. I am now free from doubts, and I shall act according to Your instructions.
I am the protector,
 
I am the sustainer,
sakheti matvā prasabhaṁ yad uktaṁ
I am the substratum,
 
I am this whole universe.
hey kṛiṣhṇa hey yādava hey sakheti
That is a difficult thing to swallow.
 
Same thing happened to Swami Vivekananda.
Arjuna says, “Hey Krishna, Hey Yadava, Hey Sakheti.”
We can say Bhagavan Krishna
 
had given this Amruta Bani
ajānatā mahimānaṁ tavedaṁ
through Arjuna.
 
Ramakrishna had given the same
mayā pramādāt praṇayena vāpi
immortal message through Swami Vivekananda.
 
But before he became Vivekananda
yach chāvahāsārtham asat-kṛito ’si
he was called Narendra
 
and he was longing
vihāra-śhayyāsana-bhojaneṣhu
and one day Ramakrishna touched him
 
and immediately the whole world
eko ’tha vāpy achyuta tat-samakṣhaṁ
was melting away, dissolving.
 
Individuality was dissolving
tat kṣhāmaye tvām aham aprameyam
and he was fully conscious about it.
 
This is the difference.
sakhā—friend; iti—as; matvā—thinking; prasabham—presumptuously; yat—whatever; uktam—addressed; he kṛiṣhṇa—O Shree Krishna; he yādava—O Shree Krishna, who was born in the Yadu clan; he sakhe—O my dear friend; iti—thus; ajānatā—in ignorance; mahimānam—majesty; tava—your; idam—this; mayā—by me; pramādāt—out of negligence; praṇayena—out of affection; vā api—or else; yat—whatever; cha—also; avahāsa-artham—humorously; asat-kṛitaḥ—disrespectfully; asi—you were; vihāra—while at play; śhayyā—while resting; āsana—while sitting; bhojaneṣhu—while eating; ekaḥ—(when) alone; athavā—or; api—even; achyuta—an epithet of Krishna, the infallible one, You do not slip away from Your Swaroopa; tat-samakṣham—before others; tat—all that; kṣhāmaye—beg for forgiveness; tvām—from you; aham—I; aprameyam—immeasurable.
When we have got some chakkar,
 
head is reeling for some reason
Arjuna says, “O, Krishna, thinking of You as my friend, I presumptuously addressed You as, “O Krishna,” “O Yadav,” “O my dear Friend.” I was ignorant of Your majesty, showing negligence and undue affection. And if, zestfully, I treated You with disrespect, while playing, resting, sitting, eating, when alone, or before others—for all that I crave forgiveness.”
and we become unconscious
 
but here Narendra was becoming super conscious.
There are two beautiful words in the Verse. Arjuna says, “I did what I did due to negligence and deep love.”
What was it?
 
The many is melting into the one
1) pramādāt—out of negligence: I did what I did due to negligence.
and then he could not stand it
 
because he thought
2) praṇayena—out of affection/deep love.
I am going to lose my individuality.
 
There is a parallel illustrating this
achyuta—an epithet of Krishna, the infallible one, You do not slip away from Your Swaroopa. You know who You are. You also know who I am. We see in the Fourth Chapter. Arjuna expresses his astonishment and Shri Krishna answers.
in Swamiji's life.
 
One day Ramakrishna pointedly asked him
अर्जुन उवाच |
supposing my child
 
there is a huge vessel of immortality,
अपरं भवतो जन्म परं जन्म विवस्वत: |
Amruta,
 
and you are a small fly
कथमेतद्विजानीयां त्वमादौ प्रोक्तवानिति || 4||
and how will you drink that nectar?
 
And of course Narendra Nath replied
arjuna uvācha
I will sit very cautiously on the edge
 
and then I will stretch my tongue
aparaṁ bhavato janma paraṁ janma vivasvataḥ
and I will slowly sip, lick the Amruta.
 
So Ramakrishna, he should guess
katham etad vijānīyāṁ tvam ādau proktavān iti
we have to add a little bit.
 
So what happens?
Arjun says: You were born much after Vivasvan. How am I to understand that in the beginning You instructed this science to him?
If you abandon all caution
 
and merge into it with both hands
श्रीभगवानुवाच |
you go on taking the nectar
 
Oh I will fall then I will drown
बहूनि मे व्यतीतानि जन्मानि तव चार्जुन |
that means I will be subject to death.
 
Immediately the correction came.
तान्यहं वेद सर्वाणि न त्वं वेत्थ परन्तप || 5||
Ramakrishna said my child
 
this is not ordinary liquid
śhrī bhagavān uvācha
this is Amruta Dhara.
 
Whoever falls into it
bahūni me vyatītāni janmāni tava chārjuna
they will become Amruta.
 
Of course Swami Vivekananda could have accepted it
tānyahaṁ veda sarvāṇi na tvaṁ vettha parantapa
but only later on
 
he confirmed it through his own experience.
The Supreme Lord says: Both you and I have had many births, O Arjun. You have forgotten them, while I remember them all, O Parantapa.
Oh this is what Sri Ramakrishna had meant.
 
The lesson we have to learn is
An incarnation always brings some of His intimate companions:
accepting through experience
 
is impossible to understand
            All of them may not have the same role as was in the previous incarnations. Maybe we can say that sometimes one person is made more important than others. At some other point, another person is made more significant. Shri Ramakrishna used to say about Swami Ramakrishnanandaji and Sharadanandaji that they were two of the direct disciples of Jesus Christ - probably Peter and somebody else. We do not know. Swami Vivekananda is considered the Paul of Shri Ramakrishna.
these greatest truths
 
and that was the experience.
Shri Ramakrishna and Shiva-Linga: Shiva-Mahina-Strotam.
Fortunately Sri Krishna had bestowed upon Arjuna
 
Arjuna you experience my real form
(Please refer to the transcript of The Chapter 10, Part 1.)
my real Swaroopa
 
not this world
           There is a beautiful incident in the life of Sri Ramakrishna. As we know, in Dakshineshwar, there are three types of temples. The main temple, of course, is the temple of the Divine Mother Kali. Then there is a small Radha-Krishna temple on the way. On the backs of the Ganga, there are individual small twelve Shiva temples, six on one side and six on the other side. One day Sri Ramakrishna went to one of the Shiva temples. He was overcome by a bhava/spiritual emotion. So, he embraced the Shiva Linga because Shiva-Linga is the glory of Shiva. (Interestingly, we cannot embrace an image of Lord Vishnu anywhere in this world. But, we can embrace, pour water, and offer Belva leaves on the Shiva-Linga.) Sri Ramakrishna went to the Shiva temple, embraced the Shiva-Linga with great devotion and started singing one of the verses from the Shiva-Mahina-Strotam.
my real Swaroopa
 
and this Swaroopa came in the form of
 
the whole world has come from God
asita-giri-samaṁ syāt kajjalaṁ sindhu-pātre
is sustained by God
 
and ultimately merges in God.
sura-taruvara-śākhā lekhanī patramurvī |
That merging part created so much of fear in Arjuna
 
just as we are all frightened of death
likhati yadi gṛhītvā śāradā sarvakālaṁ
we think death means
 
complete annihilation
tadapi tava guṇānāmīśa pāraṁ na yāti || 32 ||
becoming what we call non-existence
 
but that is not the case
[O, Lord even if Mother Saraswathi takes the entire waters of the ocean as the ink, the branch of a beautiful tree in the celestial regions as Her pen, the whole earth itself as the paper and starts writing Your glories for an infinity of time or eternity. She is not going to come to the end of Your glory.]
at the same time Sri Krishna also had given him
 
that beautiful knowledge
          Sri Ramakrishna was singing the stotram and fainted. At that time, people thought that Sri Ramakrishna was a mad person and they might have harmed him. Fortunately, Mathur-Babu happened to be there and understood the situation. He said, “If you desire to keep your head on your shoulders, do not go near him.” He was capable of doing it. They were frightened and moved away. Mathur-Babu stayed to protect Sri Ramakrishna until he regained consciousness.
I am the father
 
I am the mother
         Sri Ramakrishna saw so many people staring at him, and he got confused and asked, “What is happening?” Mathur Babu said, “Baba, they all came to see you. I am standing here to protect you from any unexpected harm.” Mathur-Babu did not tell Sri Ramakrishna about the mentality of people.
I am everything
 
there is nothing besides me
           There is a beautiful Bengali song:  "Who can know Mother Kali? Even the six schools of philosophy and all the scriptures in the world fail to describe You." The impersonal aspect of The Divine cannot be described. All descriptions relate to the personal aspect of the Divine. We sing Prathasmarana Stotram and Khandana Bhava Bandhana Jag Vandana Vandi Tomaye (You are the breaker of all bondages. Salutations to You) with similar expressions. Mind and speech cannot reach or express God. God cannot be measured. He is infinite and infinity cannot be measured.
and again that highest vision
 
just as by Kuntanath Sanyal
The recording time is 30 minutes approx.
it is not possible to hold that highest vision
 
because the mind has to be equipped
Arjuna expresses his gratitude, “O, Lord, You are the infinite. I see Your Universal Form by Your grace only. I might have insulted You. That is all Your Maya. You did not impart that knowledge earlier to me. That is Your Divine Play. You are everything and everywhere. Nothing else exists except You and You only. An evil person tortures or kills others. The evil person and the killed person are You only. If someone thinks that he is the killer or killed, both are ignorant.”
with the necessary fitness
 
the vision had come like Arjuna
Story of Jesus Christ and A Man: “You fed Me, gifted Me and served Me.”
only by the grace of Sri Ramakrishna
 
here by the grace of Krishna
        Jesus Christ says, “Whosoever has fed a hungry person, gifted clothes to a poor person or comforted a person in distress has served Me.” What does Jesus Christ mean by saying Me? There is a beautiful story to explain this phrase. There was a good and generous person. He died and went to heaven. He met Jesus Christ there. Jesus Christ smiled and lovingly embraced him. Jesus said, “My friend, come, you did so much good to Me.” The man said, “Lord, I do not remember meeting or serving You.” Jesus smiled and replied, “Did not you feed some hungry people?” “Yes, I did,” replied the man humbly. Jesus said, “You fed Me only.” Jesus  asked him, “Did you not gift some clothes to people in need?” “Yes, I did”, replied the man. “That was Me in the form of those people. You gifted to Me,” replied Jesus. Jesus asked him again, “Did you not serve some people in distress?” “Yes, I did,” replied the man. “Those ill people were no one else than Me,” Jesus replied.
Arjuna had that vision
 
but he had that beautiful knowledge
Arjuna says: <blockquote>पितासि लोकस्य चराचरस्य त्वमस्य पूज्यश्च गुरुर्गरीयान् |
what knowledge?
 
everything is God
न त्वत्समोऽस्त्यभ्यधिक: कुतोऽन्यो लोकत्रयेऽप्यप्रतिमप्रभाव || 43||
God is everything
 
therefore he cannot but go on saluting him
pitāsi lokasya charācharasya
salutations to the before
 
salutations to the behind
tvam asya pūjyaśh cha gurur garīyān
salutations to the on every side
 
above, below, front, back, left, right
na tvat-samo ’sty abhyadhikaḥ kuto ’nyo
Arjuna recognized
 
there is no other reality besides you
loka-traye ’py apratima-prabhāva</blockquote>pitā—the father; asi—You are; lokasya—of the entire universe; chara—moving; acharasya—nonmoving; tvam—You; asya—of this; pūjyaḥ—worship-able; cha—and; guruḥ—spiritual master; garīyān—glorious; na—not; tvat-samaḥ—equal to You; asti—is; abhyadhikaḥ—greater; kutaḥ—who is; anyaḥ—other; loka-traye—in the three worlds; api—even; apratima-prabhāva—possessor of incomparable power
not Krishna
 
now he is Brahman
            In the 7th, 9th and especially the 10th Chapter -  the Lord categorically declares, “I am the father. I am the mother. The universe comes out from Me. I am the creator, sustainer and destroyer of the universe.” Arjuna hears these teachings from the Lord. Arjuna says (in this Eleventh Chapter), “I believe it. It is merely an intellectual knowledge at the moment. I wish to experience this.” The Divine Lord grants him Divya-Chakshu. (Divya-Chakshu means spiritual insight.)
so there is nobody
 
there is no I, you or anything
Translation: Arjuna says, “You are the Father of the entire universe, of all moving and non-moving beings. You are the most deserving object of worship and the Supreme Spiritual Master/most venerable teacher. When there is none equal to You in all the three worlds, then who can possibly be greater than You, O Possessor of incomparable power?
living, non-living
 
everything is that one
pitā—the father; asi—You are; lokasya—of the entire universe: You are the Father of the entire universe.
manifesting through names and forms
 
and through these divisions
chara—moving; acharasya—nonmoving: What does moving and non-moving mean? Living creatures such as humans, birds, animals, and insects move, and some like trees and plants do not move. So, there are moving and non-moving living creatures. The mountains and the earth appear to be non-moving. According to Vedanta, the whole universe is made up of five elements. What are these five elements? Space, air, fire, water and earth. (These five cosmic elements are non-living and non-moving for a scientist.) Hindus worship these five elements. Five temples of South India known as  Akashalinga, Vayulinga, Agnilinga Jalalinga and Bhulinga worship five cosmic elements. These temples are dedicated to Lord Shiva. The universe is a manifestation of the Divine Lord. How can anyone make a distinction between the living and non-living?  Everything is divine. We can recollect an incident from the Life of Shri Ramakrishna.
body, mind, with consciousness
 
without consciousness etc.
Shri Ramakrishna and a Jumping Stone:
therefore wherever he is seeing
 
he was seeing only that divinity
         One day, Shri Ramakrishna narrated an incident to his devotees. Shri Ramakrishna said, “One day, I was walking on the banks of the Ganga. I felt as if someone was following me. I looked back, but nothing was there. I walked a bit further and got the same feeling that someone was behind me. I looked back. I was astonished. I saw a big stone jumping and following me. I rubbed my eyes and looked at it. I started walking again. What do I see? The stone was jumping and following me.” Later on, he said,” Who can dare to understand the Divine Play? What is living, and what is non-living?” Everything is divine. That is why: Hindus worship mountains, rivers, animals, plants and nature. A lion, a tiger, a snake, a cow, and a humble mouse are associated with our Deities. We worship them with reverence.
pervading everywhere
 
we also remember recollect the parallel
pitā—the father; asi—You are; lokasya—of the entire universe: Arjuna says, “You are the originator of the universe.
when first vision of mother Kali
 
was had by Sri Ramakrishna
tvam—You; asya—of this; pūjyaḥ—worship-able: O, Lord, You are the originator, mother, father, grandmother, grandfather and everything. You are the most deserving object of worship In the world. cha—and; guruḥ—spiritual master: You are the spiritual Master/ venerable teacher. We chant a beautiful verse:
he was graphically describing
 
I longed for the vision of the mother
मातृ देवो भव।पितृ देवो भव।
but it was not coming
 
so one day I decided to put an end to my life
आचार्य देवो भव।अतिथि देवो भव॥
I ran like one mad
 
towards the sword
Maathru Devo Bhava Pithru Devo Bhava
which was in the hand of mother Kali
 
and then the divine mother
Aacharya Devo Bhava Athidhi Devo Bhava.
opened that vision
 
a flood gates of consciousness
Honour thy Mother as God. Honour thy Father as God.
started like a broken dam
 
from which side?
Honour thy Teacher as God. Honour thy Guest as God.
from all sides
 
Chaturthi Disha
(Taittiriya Upanishad [तैत्तिरीय उपनिषद्])
above, below
 
and these waves and waves of consciousness
guruḥ—spiritual master; garīyān—glorious: You are the greatest teacher. Why? Who created the Vedas? Bhagawan. Who propagated the Vedas? The Divine Lord/God. How do we know? We read in the Mundaka Upanishad.
have started pouring upon me
 
and I was struggling
Guru-Shishya-Parampara/Teacher-Disciple-Tradition:
not to lose my consciousness
 
but at last I was overpowered
ओं । ब्रह्मा देवानां प्रथमः संबभूव विश्वस्यकर्ता भुवनस्य गोप्ता ।
I became unconscious
 
look at the paradox of the language
स ब्रह्मविद्यां सर्वविद्याप्रतिष्ठामथर्वाय ज्येष्ठपुत्राय प्राह ॥ १ ॥
pure consciousness made Sri Ramakrishna
 
unconscious
oṃ | brahmā devānāṃ prathamaḥ saṃbabhūva viśvasyakartā bhuvanasya goptā |
what does that mean?
 
is it like a fit?
sa brahmavidyāṃ sarvavidyāpratiṣṭhāmatharvāya jyeṣṭhaputrāya prāha || 1.1.1 || Mundaka-Upanishad
is it possible?
 
no
[Brahma was the first among the Devas. He is the creator of the universe and the protector of the world. He taught the knowledge of Brahman, on which all knowledge rests, to his eldest son.]
pure consciousness made him lose
 
all sense of duality
Spiritual knowledge propagates through Guru-Shishya-Parampara/Teacher-Disciple tradition. We praise this tradition.
there is no world
 
there is no God
Sada Shiva Samarambham Sankarachaarya Madhyamam
because both relate to each other
 
if there is a world
Asmat aacharya Paryantham Vande Guru Paramparaa"
there is a cause of the world
 
and that cause
[From the first Guru, Sada Shiva, in the middle is Shankaracharya. My Guru is in the end. I bow in front of this Guru lineage. The first Guru is Brahman.]
and the effect of which is the world
 
both disappear
In our case, we can say: Brahman -> Narayana -> Vedavyasa -> Shuka Brahma Rishi-> Goudapadacharya -> Govindacharya -> Shankaracharya -> Shri Ramakrishna. The Eternal First Guru is only the Divine Lord. He is the greatest teacher in the world.
or both stay
 
when everything is forgotten
na—not; tvat-samaḥ—equal to You; asti—is: There is no one equal to You/The Divine Lord. No one can be compared to You. You are everything.
even to say I
 
is completely gone
abhyadhikaḥ—greater; kutaḥ—who is; anyaḥ—other; loka-traye—in the three worlds; api—even; apratima-prabhāva—possessor of incomparable power: When there is none equal to You in all the three worlds, then who can possibly be greater than You, O Possessor of incomparable power?
this was the misunderstanding of Maitreyi
 
when Yajnavalkya taught her the same truth
Bhagwan Krishna declares at the very end of the Tenth Chapter
and that is the truth
 
that's why we can
यद्यद्विभूतिमत्सत्त्वं श्रीमदूर्जितमेव वा |
with great difficulty only
 
we can intellectually gauze what is it
तत्देवावगच्छ त्वं मम तेजोंऽशसम्भवम् || C10, V41||
so this Arjuna was expressing
 
that wonderment
yad yad vibhūtimat sattvaṁ śhrīmad ūrjitam eva vā
salutations to you
 
from front, from back, from sides
tat tad evāvagachchha tvaṁ mama tejo ’nśha-sambhavam
Sarvata, from always
 
because how can Arjuna help?
[Whatever you see as beautiful, glorious, and powerful, know it to spring from Me but a spark of My splendour.] We must learn to say, “O, Lord, I do not exist. No one else exists. You manifest in the form of the universe - only You exist.” There are good qualities in each individual. We should never feel envious, degrade anyone or harm anyone. This reminds me of a beautiful story told by Shri Ramakrishna.
he is seeing God
 
turn to the left, there is God
# Mother Parvati is everywhere - Maa, Baby Ganesha and a Cat.
turn to the right, there is God
 
turn above, turn below
         Some people have very shallow ideas about Lord Ganesha. Shri Ramakrishna narrated a story of Ganesha from the Puranas. Why is Ganesha one of the greatest gods? How did He become one of the greatest knowers of Brahman?
and wherever he sees
 
outside, inside
        When Lord Ganesha was a small child, Mother Parvati loved Him like any other Mother. One day Ganesha was playing outside. He saw a cat passing by the side. He got hold of the cat and started playing with the cat in a very rough way. The cat got injured, and at last, the cat managed to escape with scratches all over its body.  
everything is nothing but
 
permeated by God
    As Ganesha got hungry, He went inside to eat his dinner. He was surprised to see that Mother Parvati's body was full of scratches and wounds. When Ganesha saw his Mother, He felt terrible pain. He loved his Mother very much. He used to consider his Mother as the Divine Mother.
therefore he has started saluting
 
and how long can you salute?
He asked, "Mother, who did this to You?
now Arjuna's third emotion had taken place
 
what was the first one?
Mother replied, "Why are you asking? You have done this to Me.
vicharya, wonderment
 
what was the second one?
Baby Ganesh said, "When did I do this?
bhaya, terrific fright
 
then what is the third one?
Mother replied, "When you scratched the cat, then you scratched Me because I dwell in all beings - I am सर्वांतरात्मा Sarvantaratma. Yaa Devi Sarvabhutesu, Matrarupena sansthitha.
he got a glimpse of that knowledge
 
but he could not retain it
Baby Ganesha understood - "My Mother is all-pervading, and everything is the manifestation of My Mother."
after saluting he realized
 
oh my God, what have I done?
So when He grew up, he could not marry because he saw his Mother in all women - as Mother Parvati resides in all human beings.  
whom have I been addressing?
 
oh Krishna, oh friend
Sri Ramakrishna says: “You should look upon every female as your mother.” It does not mean only mother. O, Lord, You are the female, the male, a baby, a young man, an elderly man and everything. Bhagwan manifests as the world but does not undergo any change. Yes! It is only a divine play of light and shadow.
oh Adava of that such and such lineage
 
he was doing like that
We come to a most beautiful verse. Arjuna says:<blockquote>तस्मात्प्रणम्य प्रणिधाय कायं प्रसादये त्वामहमीशमीड्यम् |
then he was regressing
 
oh Lord, in my ignorance
पितेव पुत्रस्य सखेव सख्यु: प्रिय: प्रियायार्हसि देव सोढुम् || 44||
I thought you were an ordinary person
 
but now I know what you are
tasmāt praṇamya praṇidhāya kāyaṁ
kindly pardon me
 
of course I mentioned in my last class
prasādaye tvām aham īśham īḍyam
how can Sri Krishna not pardon him?
 
of course if Arjuna was calling Krishna
piteva putrasya sakheva sakhyuḥ
my friend, my brother-in-law
 
and my, oh Krishna
priyaḥ priyāyārhasi deva soḍhum </blockquote>tasmāt—therefore; praṇamya—bowing down; praṇidhāya—prostrating; kāyam—the body; prasādaye—to implore grace; tvām—your; aham—I; īśham—the Supreme Lord; īḍyam—adorable; pitā—father; iva—as; putrasya—with a son; sakhā—friend; iva—as; sakhyuḥ—with a friend; priyaḥ—a lover; priyāyāḥ—with the beloved; arhasi—you should; deva—Lord; soḍhum—forgive
and you are the slayer of so many enemies
 
you are always wishing my welfare
tasmat pranamya pranidhaya kayam
by my side
 
so how can Arjuna help?
prasadaye tvam aham isham idyam
there is a beautiful song in Bengali
 
oh Lord, if you do not reveal yourself
piteva putrasya sakheva sakhyuh
how is it possible for ordinary human beings like us
 
to search Vedas and Vedantas
priyah priyayarhasi deva sodhum
in darkness
 
Vedas, all the Upanishads
Translation: Arjuna says: Therefore,O adorable Lord, bowing down and prostrating before You, I implore You for Your grace. As a father tolerates his son, a friend forgives his friend, and a lover pardons the beloved, please forgive me for my offences.
all the scriptures in this world
 
are searching only in darkness
We see three beautiful examples in this verse.
darkness because intellectual knowledge
 
is nothing but pure darkness
# Father/Mother and a Child: The parents patiently put up with the ignorant child's pranks. The child kicks his mother, and in return, she hugs him.
we have to understand it crystal clearly
# A friend with a Friend: A friend should understand and forgive his friend. How could a friend ever get angry? If any friend gets angry and takes offence, we should know that the person is not a friend at all.
that is what now Arjuna was telling
# A lover and the beloved: A lover should never get angry with the beloved. Why? Because there is no place for anger in pure love. The lover should see - Everything that the beloved does is nothing but pure love play.
the supreme being has been living with Arjuna
 
as his friend and companion
We have discussed a beautiful story of Sage Bhrigu.
without being recognized as the Godhead
 
Arjuna has treated him as a man
Story of Lord Venkateshwara:
and overlooked his divinity
 
so he now asks his forgiveness
(Please refer to the transcript of the Chapter 10, Part 8.)
as I mentioned, there is no need to forgive
 
because the mother understands the child's mind
Venkateswara, is known by various other names. He is the Hindu God [[Vishnu]]. Venkateswara is the presiding deity of [[Tirumala Venkateswara Temple]] located in [[Tirupati]], Sri Balaji District, [[Andhra Pradesh]], [[India]].
better than the child himself or herself
 
she knows, this is a small child
           Briefly, the legend is like this. Once, the sages wanted to decide - who is the greatest among the Trinity of Brahma, Vishnu, and Shiva. The Sages gave this project to Rishi Bhrigu to accomplish.
the child quarrels, sometimes she also
 
blows to the mother
        Rishi Bhrigu went to the King of Swarga-Loka Indra. Indra ignored him. Bhrigu cursed Indra that he would be only referred to as an egoistic soul all over the universe. Next, he visited Lord Brahma and Lord Shiva. Brahma and Shiva ignored him as well. He got angry and said, "Your devotees will worship You as Lingam."  
with her tiny fists
 
but then the mother only loves the child much more
         At last, Bhrigu went to Lord Vishnu at Vaikuntha. Lord Vishnu was sleeping on Adhishesha, and Goddess Lakshmi was at His feet. When Bhrigu arrived, he saw Lord Vishnu’s feet and felt humiliated. Enraged, he kicked Vishnu in His chest with his right foot. (Bhrigu has a third eye on his right foot.) Awakened by this, Vishnu saw Bhrigu. Lord Vishnu apologised, served him with great hospitality and started massaging his feet. (During the process, Lord Vishnu pressed out the eye of his right foot. As a result, Bhrigu’s arrogance disappeared.)  Bhrigu was pleased and ordered the sages to perform rituals to Vishnu.  Seeing this, Devi Lakshmi felt that Bhrigu insulted Her indirectly by hitting Vishnu on His chest. (She lives in the heart of Lord Vishnu as a beautiful jewel named Kaustubha/Sri-Ankita.)              Lord Vishnu tried to console Her. Lord Narayana said, “Devi, Brighu is our child. You are his mother. Mothers do not get angry when a child does something wrong. Please forgive him. But Devi Lakshmi decided to leave Vaikuntha.
same thing here also
 
Arjuna is feeling guilty
Goddess Lakshmi descended on Earth and settled in disguise. (Lakshmi is the goddess of wealth.) Vishnu soon arrived on Earth searching for His consort. It is a beautiful long tale. In short, Lakshmi was born as a princess, and Lord Vishnu was born as a son of a poor lady. His name was Srinivasa. Both fell in love and decided to get married. Srinivasan/Vishnu needed to borrow riches from Kubera to get married. He promised to repay the loan with interest. How? By the help of His devotees. Thousands of devotees donate money, jewellery, hair etc. at this temple. (Donated hair is sold to make wigs all over the world.) Lord Venkateswara temple is the wealthiest temple in India.
but Krishna had forgiven him long back
 
how do we know?
                Lord Vishnu -  Venkateswara  is the presiding deity of Tirumala Venkateswara Temple located on Tirumala Hill in Tirupati, Sri Balaji District, Andhra Pradesh, India. (मला Mala means hill and तिरू Tiru means Shree.) Every year, hundreds of thousands of devotees donate a large amount of wealth at the Tirupati Temple. The above legend provides the reason for it. Lord Vishnu is paying the interest of His debt from Kubera.  So every year with great difficulty and with the help of His devotees, He pays only the interest, the capital remains the same.
because it was Arjuna who was calling him
 
all these names
What is the symbolism of the story?
and Krishna always used to smile
 
had he become angry, displeased with Arjuna
          If the Lord pays off the capital, He will not stay here but return to Vaikuntha. The devotees would like Lord Vishnu to stay here. Why? The Lord blesses us and fulfils our desires. We delightfully donate some money, hair, jewellery, land etc. towards His debts. So that He continues to stay with us.
he would have taken revenge long back
 
so what was Arjuna doing now?
The essence is: Kubera is the wealthiest person by proxy. What does it mean? Whenever we meet a wealthy person, we should salute the person and think. How did he acquire his wealth? He must be an intelligent and hard-working man. (Intelligence and hard work are the main requirements to achieve anything.) Of course, he must have done some noble deeds in this life and previous lives. Having wealth is not a bad thing. However, two conditions must be fulfilled. 1) Firstly, we should not acquire wealth through crookedness, cleverness, or by hook or crook. 2) Secondly, we must remember - that everything belongs to God. We should offer our money back to God. How? In the form of service to humanity. A wealthy person is noble - when these two conditions are fulfilled. If not, he will go through terrible suffering and eventually learn his lesson. For all of us, an extraordinary manifestation in the form of wealth, knowledge, intelligence, or any form is the manifestation of the Divine Lord. <blockquote>अदृष्टपूर्वं हृषितोऽस्मि दृष्ट्वा भयेन च प्रव्यथितं मनो मे |
let us remember
 
O Lord, I never knew you were the Lord
तदेव मे दर्शय देवरूपं प्रसीद देवेश जगन्निवास || 45||
only by your grace
 
I have been able to see you as the Lord
adṛiṣhṭa-pūrvaṁ hṛiṣhito ’smi dṛiṣhṭvā
only by your grace
 
this word, by your grace
bhayena cha pravyathitaṁ mano me
comes even at the very end
 
he says
tad eva me darśhaya deva rūpaṁ
what is he telling?
 
O Krishna, O Lord
prasīda deveśha jagan-nivāsa</blockquote>adṛiṣhṭa-pūrvam—that which has not been seen before; hṛiṣhitaḥ—great joy; asmi—I am; dṛiṣhṭvā—having seen; bhayena—with fear; cha—yet; pravyathitam—my mind trembles with fear; manaḥ—mind; me—my; tat—that; eva—certainly; me—to me; darśhaya—show; deva—Lord; rūpam—form; prasīda—please have mercy on me; deva-īśha—God of gods; jagat-nivāsa—abode of the universe.The universe is created and sustained by You. You pervade in the universe everywhere.
whatever I have rashly said
 
from inadvertence or love
Translation: Having seen Your universal form that I had never seen before, I feel great joy. And yet, my mind trembles with fear. Please have mercy on me and again show me Your pleasing form, O God of gods, O Abode of the universe.
addressing thee as O Krishna
 
O Yadava, O friend
That is a beautiful description. Arjuna is frightened. He enjoyed the Universal Form for some time. But he is terrified now and can not hold it any longer.
regarding thee merely as a human being
 
but as a friend
Shri Ramakrishna and Swami Brahmanandaji:
aware of your greatness
 
and in whatever other ways
          I remember an incident from the life of Swami Brahmanandaji. One day, Swami went to the Dakshineshwar temple. He sat down and started meditating. Swami did not get any joy and became restless. So, he got up and returned to the room of Sri Ramakrishna. Ramakrishna asked, “My son, why did you return so soon?” “I cannot concentrate and meditate today. My mind is restless”, replied Swami. (Imagine! If Swami Brahmananda could not meditate. So, we should not blame ourselves when our minds wander around.That does not mean that we relax. It means it is a common factor, and we should train our minds with repeated practice. In the sixth chapter, the Lord says, “O, Arjuna, the mind is difficult to control like blowing wind. Constant practice and renunciation can control the mind”.)
I may have shown disrespect to you
 
while playing, while resting
Arjuna's mind could not hold this divine form. Because it created joy, surprise and a very high emotional mode of fear. Arjuna says:
while sitting, while eating
 
or doing anything else
Arjuna says:<blockquote>किरीटिनं गदिनं चक्रहस्त- मिच्छामि त्वां द्रष्टुमहं तथैव |
while alone
 
or when there are other people
तेनैव रूपेण चतुर्भुजेन सहस्रबाहो भव विश्वमूर्ते || 46||
all the mistakes I have committed
 
I implore thee, O immeasurable
kirīṭinaṁ gadinaṁ chakra-hastam
to forgive me
 
of course as I said, there is nothing
ichchhāmi tvāṁ draṣhṭum ahaṁ tathaiva
O Krishna, O Yadava, O friend
 
how did I do it?
tenaiva rūpeṇa chatur-bhujena
I did not do it
 
considering you as an inferior being
sahasra-bāho bhava viśhva-mūrte</blockquote>Translation: O Thousand-armed One, though You are the embodiment of all creation, I wish to see You in Your four-armed form, carrying the mace and disc, and wearing the crown.
friend, you are my greatest friend
 
by mistake
kirīṭinam—wearing the beautiful diadem/crown; gadinam—carrying the mace; chakra-hastam—disc in hand; ichchhāmi—I wish; tvām—You; draṣhṭum—to see; aham—I; tathā eva—similarly; tena eva—in that; rūpeṇa—form; chatuḥ-bhujena—four-armed; sahasra-bāho—thousand-armed one; bhava—be; viśhwa-mūrte—universal form.
because between friends
 
there is nothing called insulting
O, Lord, You are with billions of hands, legs, bellies, faces, mouths, heads, eyes and billions of ears. What does it mean? Every creature is none other than the manifestation of the Divine Lord. Arjuna is terrified.
or even praising
 
what did I do?
viśhwa-mūrte—universal form: Arjuna says, “I behold You as Vishwamurti by Your grace.
these are only just samples
 
O Krishna, O Yadava
rūpeṇa—form; chatuḥ-bhujena—four-armed: “Please withdraw Your Universal Form. O, Abode of the Universe, please be gracious to me. I wish to see You in Your pacifying, joy-giving Four-Hands-Form with conch, disc, mace and lotus.
O friend
 
O Yadava
Many people misinterpreted this verse. We will discuss this in our next class.
Yadava means
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of the lineage of Yadukula
I was completely ignorant
of this glory of yours
so how can I know
about anything about you
but that you took pity upon me
you are gracious to me
and it is a sign of your pleasure with me
in spite of all this talk
like a mother
the more the child plays
or sometimes gets angry
the more mother is pleased with the child
sometimes, not always
sometimes, by mistake I did it
Pramada means
by not taking care of
Pranayana, beautiful word
Pranaya means
deep love
so everything that I called you
is only out of love
even if I have
slighted you in front of others
that is also
because of my love for you
sometimes, as if I insulted you
sometimes, I made fun of you
sometimes, I
do look down upon you
I might have used words
not only words
even sometimes feelings also
there are so many mythological stories
Krishna Arjuna Yudha
there was a battle between
Arjuna and Shri Krishna
not once, but a number of times
so Vihara
when we were going
and sightseeing
or enjoying ourselves
when we are
lying on the bed
when we are sitting
when we are taking food
sometimes maybe
I have kept in your plate
what I have eaten
which has been made a little bit polluted
because I have already eaten
but this is what friends do
maybe when we are alone
or when we are in the presence
of other people
but you are Achyuta
you never get angry
you never become too emotional
you do not slip away
from your own Swaroopa
you knew who you were
and you also knew who I am
how do we know?
because in the fourth chapter
when Arjuna expressed his astonishment
that you claim
to have taught Manu
who was thousands of years back
and yet you are my colleague
you are only born
almost at the same time
as I was born
then categorically Bhagavan Krishna
says
I have got so many births
so also you
but I remember everything
but you do not remember everything
so Krishna knew
who Arjuna was
not in this birth
many many births
by Shri Ramakrishna
always an incarnation brings
some of his intimate companions
though
all of them may not have
exactly the same role
as it was in the
previous incarnations
maybe we can say
it is a shift job
sometimes you work at night
sometimes I work at night
sometimes one person is made more important
other times another person
will be made important
for example
Shri Ramakrishna used to say about Swami Ramakrishnanandaji
and Sharadanandaji
they were two of the
direct disciples of Jesus Christ
probably Peter
and somebody else
we do not know because Swami Vekananda
is considered as the Paul
of Shri Ramakrishna
anyway
in the presence of
other people
I beg you
please pardon me
who can know your glory
remember Shri Ramakrishna
was one day
sitting in one of the Shiva temples
and then he was
praising the glory
of Lord Shiva
using Shiva Mahamana Stotram
and there is one particular
shloka verse in that
there Shri Ramakrishna
has become one
with the meaning of that shloka
what is it that even
Goddess Saraswati
the Goddess of Wisdom
takes one of the biggest
pens and
the C itself is the ink
and the whole
earth is the piece of paper
and she goes on
writing the glories of
Lord Shiva and
even if she writes
for infinite time
eternity she will never come
to the end of Shiva's
glories so
he was singing like that completely
absorbed and he forgot
the outside circumstances
then people thought
he will come they all came
and some of them wanted to beat him
then Madhur Babu
fortunately was brought by
the Divine Mother and she said
if anybody of anyone of you
want not to
have your head up on your
shoulders you can touch
Shri Ramakrishna of course
everybody was frightened
this is what
immeasurable who is going
to measure you
beautiful Bengali song
who can know Mother Kali
even the six
schools of philosophy
that means all the scriptures
in the world are incapable
of not only
measuring but even
very approach
even the personal
God cannot be described
that is all
descriptions belong only
to the personal God
there is no description as we have seen
in the other
place in the
Prathasmarana Stotram
is really speaking
with these words
and mind
is impossible for the
mind there
everywhere scripture is telling
God cannot be measured
just as infinity
cannot be measured
therefore O Lord
you are that infinite
how did you know because of your
grace I have seen you
all this Vishwaroopa
universal form
but I also understand
there is no universe
excepting you
now Arjuna
looks back and understood
that Krishna is not an ordinary
Jeeva but he is God
himself God means
not only personal God
but also impersonal both
so who can deserve
all salutations
we also say in the
Khandana Bhava Bandhana
very first line
O Lord
you are the breaker of all
bondage the whole world
everyday is saluting
you every second
it is saluting you
and I also join
my salutations to the
salutations of the world
how is the world thanking
do they say are they people
everybody believes in God
only there are many people who
do not but then
somebody is hungry and
somehow somebody gives food
he says thank you who is giving
food a divine Lord in that
particular form so
this person thanks a
poor man is given some money
some dress that's why
Jesus Christ says
whoever has fed me
whoever has dressed me
whoever has comforted me
that person
has really served me
what does Christ mean me
me means there was a
story a man
was a very good person he died
he went to heaven
and he met Jesus Christ
and Jesus Christ lovingly embraced
him come my friend
you did so much of good to me
and this man said
I do not remember I have never
met you how do you say
that I have done so much good to you
and then Jesus smiles and
says my friend
did you not feed hungry people
yes you were feeding me
did you not dress
give dress to people
who do not have dress
yes that was me
you dressed and did you not
comfort people who were
suffering yes and that
was me whomsoever
you served in whatsoever
way you are only serving me
this great fact is being
told here the whole universe
is nothing but only God
therefore how can
I not salute you
so oh friend
in this manner I have
understood you and now
I remember what happened in the past
sometimes I was not so
respectful but
all because of my ignorance
Mahimanam
Ajanatha and then
Arjuna says I might have
insulted you several times also
but that is also
you are to blame because
had you given this knowledge earlier
to me then I would always
adored you but you want
to derive enjoyment sometimes
you want to be praised sometimes
you want people to be indifferent
sometimes you want to be insulted
sometimes you wanted to give
to be given the greatest
pain in this world
if there is an evil person
and he is killing
torturing people whom is really
torturing only the Divine
Lord but who is the torturer
he is also the
Divine Lord how do we know
that's why he says if a
person thinks I am the killer
and if someone else
thinks I am going to be
killed both
of them are ignorant people
so that is the
fact and part of that
knowledge again Arjuna is
expressing
earlier chapter we have seen
both in the 7th chapter
9th chapter and
specially 10th chapter
the Lord himself categorically declared
I am the father
I am the mother if from me
the whole universe comes I am
the sustainer
that is the fact
now Arjuna realized
previously the Lord declared
that's why in this chapter he says
O Lord I believe
whatever you said about you
but I would like to
experience it this mere
intellectual knowledge will
not do and the Lord
out of his infinite grace bestowed
that special insight
Divya Chakshu
means special spiritual
insight and through that
what did Arjuna
really recognize
the Lord the father of the world
of all that move
and of all that doesn't move
the Lord the object of its
worship its most venerable
teacher there is no one
equal to you how then
in three worlds could
there be another superior
to you O thou of
incomparable might
so
you are the father
of this entire universe
both moving
and non moving what does
moving means there are living
creatures who are moving
and also trees
plants etc they do not
move but
other creatures including
a mosquito an ant
human beings of course
animals birds
everything move in this world
but whoever has got
life in them living things
moving or unmoving
but we also have to understand
by unmoving
achara it also
means not only
living creatures but even
rivers even mountains
and everything
earth prithvi remember
according to Hinduism
Vedanta the whole
universe is made up of
five elements what are the five elements
space air
fire water
and earth if you
ask anybody any scientist
are they living or non living
of course categorically
emphatically they will
say they are all non moving
that means they do not have life
at all but
every Hindu he worships
akashalinga vayalinga
agnilinga
jalalinga
and of course boolinga
in south India there are
five temples representative
of Shiva
in the form of these pancha
bhutas five elements
of course there is nothing
if God is the whole world
who is going to make a distinction
between the living and non living
we also recollect
one day Shri Ram Krishna
was walking on the banks of the Ganga
suddenly he felt
someone else is following him
so he looked back there was nothing
then again he started
moving forward suddenly
he looked back because
that feeling was there somebody was
following me and then he saw
that a big stone
was jumping and following him
so Ram Krishna was narrating
I rubbed my eyes
looked at it and then
as I was looking and
moving forward it was also
started jumping
and following me
then later on he remarked
who can dare to demark
what is living and
what is non living that's why
for every Hindu every
mountain is a living
Devata, Himalaya
Meru Parvata, living
Devatas, every plant
every animal
every living creature
somehow by association
with different forms of Gods
and Goddesses, a lion
a tiger including
a humble mouse
they are all associated because
everything has got a
special function
so he says you are the
father, you are the originator
of this entire universe
from asya pujasya
so if you are the originator
if you are the mother, father
grandmother, grandfather
and everything, you are the
greatest worship worthy
being in this world
and if the Lord is
everything, every teacher
or anybody who teaches
any lesson to us, he is our Guru
that's why
Matru Devo Bhava, Pitru
Devo Bhava, Acharya
Devo Bhava, Atithi
Devo Bhava, let your mother
let your father, let your
teacher and let everybody
become Bhagawan
God Himself, Divine
Himself, Guru Gariyan
you are the greatest teacher
why? who created the Vedas?
only Bhagawan, who propagated
the Vedas? only Bhagawan
how do we know? we will see
tomorrow in the Mundaka Upanishad
that Brahma Devanam
Prathamaha, he was the
foremost, that means
he was the first, he was the
eternally existing
and then he created his
mental children, spiritual
children and he passed
through his first son
Jesta Putraya
Brahma Vidyam Pravacha
so through
the teacher-disciple
tradition, that
knowledge propagated by
Brahma has been coming
so that is why we go on
praising
Sadashiva Samarambam
Shankaracharya Mathiamam
Asmat Guru Nam
so starting from Narayana
then Vedavyasa
Shuka Brahma Marshi
then Goudapadacharya, Govindacharya
Shankaracharya
Ramakrishna
but the originator is
only the Divine Lord, Guru
who is the greatest teacher
of the world
there is no one equal to you
because there is no
second one to compare to you
so if that is the truth
where is
greater than you
can there be any, you are the only
one who exists, therefore
there is no one superior
inferior, student
teacher, friend
father, mother
everything is nothing but you
Lokatrayapi
in these three words created by you
Apratimaprabhava
your glory alone
remember that
Bhagwan Krishna himself declared
at the very end of the last
chapter
Vibhuti Matsatvam
Srimadurjitameva
Tattadeva Avagachatvam
Mamatejo Amshasambhavam
wherever you see
even a bit of greatness
then know for certain
it is me peeping
out of that person, manifesting
through that person
so that was the
knowledge God has given
therefore it is very appropriate
and through Arjuna
we also have to know
Oh Lord, I do not exist
no one else exists
but only you exist
but you are manifesting
in the form of this
entire universe, there are
some good things in me, there are
many good things, many more good
things in each one of
us, so I should never become
envious, I should
never degrade, I should never
harm because if I harm
anybody then I am
harming you, I
hope our devotees will recollect
the story of Ganesha
one day he scratched a passing
cat and then after that
it got tired of it
and went and found
that his mother was
bruised and bleeding all over
the body and Ganesha loved
his mother the greatest
in the whole world, more than
even he loved his father
there is a funny story
when his mother wanted to
take bath, then
Shiva came from somewhere
outside, then mother
told him not to
admit anybody, so he prevented
even Shiva himself
Shiva got angry and
chopped off Ganesha's
head, then of course later
on he comes to know and
then he found out one head
of an elephant and then
super glued it to this
body, anyway what is the point
Ganesha was pained
and said mother who
injured you and then she said
why my child, it's you
who did it, me mother
how could I ever do that
don't you know that I love you so much
yes my son
but you don't know that
I am not only in the form of
this Parvati, I am
every creature
especially female creatures
Ganesha understood, that's why it is said
that he never got married
because to be married
that means he has to marry
his own wife in another
form and that's what
Sriram Krishna says, look upon
every female
as your own mother, but it
doesn't mean only mother
it is the divine lord
in the form of Tvamsthri
Tvampoman, you are
the female, you are the
also the male, you are the
one who with the help of
a small staff is
you are taking
faltering steps and moving
forward, you are the
greatest youth who is
jumping and running and
frisking, everything is
a manifestation of yours
only, so
the Bhagawan appears as
this world, at the same time
he would not be
undergoing any changes
the changes that we see
are only a play
of shadows,
light and shadows
so
same thing Arjuna is
repeating, therefore
I bow down and prostrate
my body before you
the adorable lord and seek
thy grace, bear with me
oh lord, as a father bears
with a son, as a friend puts up
with a friend, as a lover
with his beloved, three beautiful
examples
truly a father or mother
they have nothing else
but to put up the ignorant
child's pranks
whatever a child does
is nothing but a prank, even if
the child accidentally happens
to kill someone
because of ignorance
only because of that no child
will ever kill his own parents
out of true reverence
and knowledge, it is
only accident, that's all
so bear with me
as a father puts up
not only puts up, the more he
kicks the mother
the more the mother hugs the child
and suckling
suckles the baby
that's what we have this
story that Durvasa
wanted to test who is the greatest
god, he went to Vishnu
and Vishnu did not pay any
heed, so Durvasa
kicks him on his chest
and then Lakshmi gets angry
and then how could you bear
this insult, then the lord
explained, are you not
the mother of the three worlds
and is this Durvasa not your
own child, when he was a
baby and you are suckling
him on your chest
how was he rewarding you
the more he was getting joy
out of you by suckling, the more
he was showering you
with kicks and with
sputum and all those things
so how could you
ever get angry, how could a
parent ever get angry, how
could a teacher ever get angry
with the student, how
could a friend ever
get angry, if any friend gets
angry and takes offence
know for certain that person
is not a friend at all
no beloved,
no lover ever gets angry
with the beloved
whatever the beloved does, why
because in the eyes of
the lover, everything that
the beloved does is
nothing but pure
love play
so oh lord
please forgive me
and then you have to put up
with me, after all I am an
ignorant child, you have to
put up with me, wear
with me, oh lord, as a father
with a son, as a
friend with a friend, as
a lover with his beloved
now we come to
this beautiful
45th and 46th
shloka
what a beautiful description
Arjuna was frightened
there was some time
he enjoyed, then he was overcome
with a terrific fear
he was terrified, he was quaking
now he could not
hold on any longer
there is a limit
I still remember
one day Swami Brahmanandaji
he went to the Dakshineshwar temple
sat, started meditating
he did not get any joy
so he became restless
he got up and he was
returning to the room of Sri Ramakrishna
Ramakrishna sent him
to meditate, he was surprised
why did you get up so soon
oh mind is very restless
by no means it is under control
I could not sit at all
if he, such a
great spiritual
dynamo, could not sit for
meditation, do not blame
let us not blame ourselves
but it doesn't mean
we justify and go on
dancing, it means
it is a common factor
it is difficult to control the mind
we have seen it in the 6th chapter
as difficult as
catching hold of the
blowing wind
so also Arjuna's mind
could not hold this
divine form because
it created joy
created surprise but at the same
time he was
going through a very high
emotional mode of fear
so he says
oh lord
granted by you, grace
bestowed by you upon
me, a drishta purvam
what I could never behold
in all my life
past lives, drishta
having beheld
that divine vision
Hrishitus, I was exceedingly
happy but
at the same time
my mind
is absolutely
terrified
oh Arjuna, what are you
talking to me, what do you want from me
now, he says
tadeva me darsheya
deva, oh lord
tadeva me darsheya
tadeva rupam
me darsheya, you show me
that very form
what form is going
to describe it, prasidha
please be gracious
devesha, lord of all
the beings, jagannivasa
you who are
manifesting in the form
of this entire universe
you are
the universe, it came from you
and you are sustaining it
and you are the one
in whom the whole world
moves, lives and conducts
all its affairs
kirtinam, you have got
this beautiful diadem
gadhinam, you have got this mace
chakrahastam, you
have this fearful
chakra
ichchamitvam darshtumaham
tathaiva, I want to see
you with these
four hands, tena eva
rupena, tena eva rupena
by that very form, what form
chaturbhujena
like four hands etc
sahasrabahu
but now you are
sahasrabahu, that is
billions of hands, billions of
legs, billions of bellies
billions of faces, billions
of mouths, billions of
heads, billions of eyes
ears, everything, that
means every creature
is none other than the
divine lord, but
I am terrified
chaturbhujena, oh
Vishwamurthy, him whom
I have been beholding by your grace
as this very universe
Vishwamurthy, you
in the form of this universe
but Baba
please withdraw
this terrifying form, I want
to see you, that beautiful
smiling form of Krishna
with four hands
and all these weapons
and then for that
very pacifying
peace and joy giving
form of yours, I want
to behold, I rejoice
that I have seen what was
never seen before, but
my mind is also troubled
with fear, show me that
other form of yours, be gracious
oh lord of gods
oh abode of the universe
I would like to see thee as before
not as I am seeing now
with thy crown and thy mace
and the discus in thy hands
assume again thy
four armed shape, oh thou
of a thousand arms
and of endless shapes
only one question
springs into our mind
was Arjuna really
seeing Krishna with
four arms at that time
so many people interpreted
misinterpreted
wrongly interpreted
indifferently interpreted
we will discuss about this beautiful
subject tomorrow morning
Om Vasudevasutam
Devam
Kamsa Chanura
Mardhanam
Devaki Paramanandam
Krishnam Vande Jagad
Gurum
May Sri Ramakrishna, Holy Mother
and Swami Vekananda
bless us all with bhakti

Latest revision as of 06:02, 26 August 2024

Full Transcript(Corrected)

Subject:  Chapter 11, Verses 40 - 45.

Recollection:

So, we continue to discuss the 11th Chapter of the Bhagavad Gita.

Arjuna  passes through various emotions.

  1. First, the Lord grants him the Divine Chakshu/Divine Vision.
  2. Arjuna experiences seeing the universe through the Divine Vision. Arjuna begins to see the universe in the light of Divine vision. What does he experience? He sees God everywhere. Previously, I thought God was somewhere. Now, I see God everywhere. An ordinary human being, a living being, an inert thing, a river, a mountain, or a table is nothing but the Divine Lord Himself. He becomes joyful to experience this.
  3. Now Arjuna experiences the destruction aspect. The process of creation, preservation and destruction goes on throughout the world. Billions of creatures take birth and die every millisecond. Billions of new creatures are coming. Arjuna could not swallow the fact of death/dissolution called Pralaya. It creates terrible fear.
  4. At the same time, there is a piece of good news. What is the good news? Arjuna does not know the outcome of the war. Sri Krishna assures him. Shri Krishna says, “Do not fear. Your enemies are already dead in time. You act as an instrument. You will be victorious. You will have the fame of winning this war”. What do the sadhakas/spiritual aspirants longing for God's realisation need to remember? God will not only appear as a smiling face of Ista-Devata/Chosen Deity. (We see Shri Ram and Krishna with a mesmerising smile - मन्द मन्दहसितम् Mandamandahasitam.) Arjuna experiences Shiva's Rudra-Tandava-Nithya. We need to take a composite picture of the world. The manifestations and non-manifestations happen simultaneously.
  5. Arjuna experiences that death is inevitable. Lord Krishna says, “O, Arjuna, nobody lives forever. Not only Bhishma, Drona, Karna, Duryodhana, Dushasana and Kauravas will die, but your army will also die.” Arjuna gets frightened.
  6. The personal, friendly and loving Saumyamurti of Krishna changed to impersonal and Rudramurti. We read in Chandi. The Divine Mother is everything.

Daya roopena samsthita.

Matru roopena samsthita.

(At the same time)

Nasha roopena samsthita.

Laya roopena samsthita.

(Not only, Srishti sthithi laya.)

Srishti sthithi vinasha naam.

Shakti bhute sanatani.

Srishti sthithi vinasha.


Arjuna experiences - the world originates from God, lives in God and goes back to God. What do we need to learn? Our friends and family come together like small sticks in a fast-flowing stream. These sticks separate and rejoin. We separate in time to rejoin again in our next birth. We have not been able to grasp this beautiful fact.

7. Arjuna has Divya-Chakshu granted by Bhagwan Krishna.

          Arjuna is fortunate. Shri Krishna grants him Divine Eyes. Arjuna experiences the Universal Form of the Divine Lord.

न तु मां शक्यसे द्रष्टुमनेनैव स्वचक्षुषा |

दिव्यं ददामि ते चक्षु: पश्य मे योगमैश्वरम् || C11, V8||

na tu māṁ śhakyase draṣhṭum anenaiva sva-chakṣhuṣhā

divyaṁ dadāmi te chakṣhuḥ paśhya me yogam aiśhwaram


Divya-Chakshu means divine knowledge. Chakshu stands for knowledge. What is this knowledge? There is no you or me. Everything is One/Divine Lord. Shri Krishna says, “I am the father, mother, grandfather, protector, sustainer and substratum. I am this whole universe.” That is a difficult concept for us to swallow. We can say Bhagavan Krishna gives this Amrita Vani through Arjuna. Ramakrishna gave the same immortal message through Swami Vivekananda.

Shri Ramakrishna and Swami Vivekananda - Universal Vision:

         Narendra Nath (Swami Vivekananda) wanted to experience God. One day, Ramakrishna touched him. Instantaneously, the whole world started melting away. The individuality of Narendra Nath dissolved. Narendra was fully conscious of it. (That is the difference. We become unconscious if we get dizzy.) Here, Narendra became super conscious. What was it? The many is melting into the One. He could not stand it. He thought that he was losing his individuality. There is another parallel illustration.

Shri Ramakrishna and Swami Vivekananda - A Fly at the Edge of an Amrit-Kalash/Vessel of Spiritual Nectar:

         One day, Shri Ramakrishna pointedly asked Narendra Nath, “Imagine, my child, you are a small fly sitting on the edge of a huge vessel of Amrita/Nectar. How will you drink that nectar? Narendra Nath replied, “I will sit very cautiously on the edge. I will stretch my tongue and slowly lick the Amrita.” Shri Ramakrishna said, “If you abandon all your caution and freely start licking it. What will happen?” “Sir, I will fall and drown in the nectar and may die”, replied Narendra Nath. Instaneously, the correction came. Ramakrishna said, “My child, this is not an ordinary liquid this is Amrita Dhara/Nectar of Immortality. Whoever falls into it will become Amrita/Immortal”. Swami Vivekananda listened to this carefully. He realised this truth later on by his own experience. The moral of this story is that it is impossible to understand these truths except by our own experience.

8. Arjuna gets the knowledge that Everything is the manifestation of the Divine Lord. Arjuna recognises that there is no other reality besides the Divine Lord Krishna. There is no I, you or anything, living, non-living.

Everything is that One manifesting through names and forms. Arjuna sees that One Divinity pervades everywhere. He salutes The Divine Lord again and again with immense devotion. (Please see the transcript of the Chapter 11, Part 14.)

नम: पुरस्तादथ पृष्ठतस्ते नमोऽस्तु ते सर्वत एव सर्व |

अनन्तवीर्यामितविक्रमस्त्वं सर्वं समाप्नोषि ततोऽसि सर्व: || 40||

namaḥ purastād atha pṛiṣhṭhatas te

namo ’stu te sarvata eva sarva

ananta-vīryāmita-vikramas tvaṁ

sarvaṁ samāpnoṣhi tato ’si sarvaḥ


namaḥ—offering salutations; purastāt—from the front; atha—and; pṛiṣhṭhataḥ—the rear; te—to You; namaḥ astu—I offer my salutations; te—to You; sarvataḥ—from all sides; eva—indeed; sarva—all; ananta-vīrya—infinite power; amita-vikramaḥ—infinite valour and might; tvam—You; sarvam—everything; samāpnoṣhi—pervade; tataḥ—thus; asi—(You) are; sarvaḥ—everything

Translation: O Lord of infinite power, my salutations to You from the front and the rear, indeed from all sides, above, below, left right! You possess infinite valour and might and pervade everything, and thus, You are everything.

Shri Ramakrishna - The First Vision of Mother Kali:

          As we know, Shri Ramakrishna graphically described his first vision. Shri Ramakrishna was extremely eager to have a vision of the Divine Mother. He did not have to wait very long. He described his first vision of the Mother: "I felt as if my heart was being squeezed like a wet towel. A great restlessness overpowered me. I was fearful. That it might not be my fortune to realise Her in this life. I could not bear the separation from Her any longer. I longed for the vision of the Divine Mother. Life seemed to be not worth living. Suddenly, my glance fell on the sword kept in the Mother's temple. I was determined to put an end to my life. When I jumped up like a madman and seized it, suddenly the blessed Mother revealed Herself to me. The buildings with their different parts, the temple, and everything else vanished from my sight, leaving no trace whatsoever. I saw a limitless, infinite, effulgent Ocean of Consciousness. As far as the eye could see, the shining billows were madly rushing at me from all sides with a terrific noise to swallow me up! I was panting for breath. I was caught in the rush and collapsed, unconscious. What was happening in the outside world, I did not know. But within me, there was a steady flow of undiluted bliss, altogether new, and I felt the presence of the Divine Mother. The waves of consciousness started pouring into me. I was struggling not to lose my consciousness. In the end, these waves overpowered me. I became unconscious. On his lips when he regained consciousness of the world was the word "Mother". Interesting to note the paradox - pure consciousness made Shri Ramakrishna unconscious. What does it mean? Is it like a having a fit? Is it possible? No! What really happened, pure consciousness made him lose all sense of duality. The world and God both disappeared and became One pure undivided consciousness.

Coming back to Arjuna:

         Arjuna expresses his wonderment and salutes Shri Krishna again and again. He sees God on his right side, left side, above, below, back and front. Pure Consciousness/God permeates everything. Arjuna’s first reaction is आश्चर्य Ashcharya/wonderment, second reaction is Bhaya/terrific fright. He gets the glimpse of the Divine knowledge but could not retain it. What is his third emotion? Please refer to the transcript of the Chapter 11, Part 14.)

सखेति मत्वा प्रसभं यदुक्तं, हे कृष्ण हे यादव हे सखेति |

अजानता महिमानं तवेदं, मया प्रमादात्प्रणयेन वापि || 41||

यच्चावहासार्थमसत्कृतोऽसि, विहारशय्यासनभोजनेषु |

एकोऽथवाप्यच्युत तत्समक्षं, तत्क्षामये त्वामहमप्रमेयम् || 42||

sakheti matvā prasabhaṁ yad uktaṁ

hey kṛiṣhṇa hey yādava hey sakheti

ajānatā mahimānaṁ tavedaṁ

mayā pramādāt praṇayena vāpi

yach chāvahāsārtham asat-kṛito ’si

vihāra-śhayyāsana-bhojaneṣhu

eko ’tha vāpy achyuta tat-samakṣhaṁ

tat kṣhāmaye tvām aham aprameyam

Translation: Thinking of You as my friend, I presumptuously addressed You as, “O Krishna,” “O Yadav,” “O my dear Friend.” I was ignorant of Your majesty, showing negligence and undue affection. And if, zestfully, I treated You with disrespect, while playing, resting, sitting, eating, when alone, or before others—for all that I crave forgiveness.

      I mentioned in my last class. Arjuna says, “O, Lord, pardon me. In the past, before this Vishroopa-Darshna, I was ignorant of Your Supreme nature. You are Srishti-Karta. I overlooked your divinity. I called you by many names when alone or before others as Hey Yadava, Hey Krishna, Hey Sakha, and Yaduvanshaya (Belonging to the lineage of the Yadu family). I might have treated You with disrespect at times. Please forgive me.” There is a beautiful song in Bengali. O, Lord, if you do not reveal Yourself to us. How is it possible for us to know You? Vedas, Upanishads and scriptures are searching only in darkness. Why darkness? Because intellectual knowledge is nothing but pure darkness. Arjuna lived with the Divine Lord and treated Him as an ordinary man, his friend and relative. He failed to acknowledge Krishna’s divinity. Is there any need to ask for forgiveness? No! Because the mother understands her child's mind better than the child himself. Sometimes the child quarrels with his mother but the mother only loves the child much more. Arjuna is feeling guilty. Lord Krishna forgave him long ago. How do we know? Arjuna was calling him all these names and Krishna always used to smile.  

Arjuna says in the end (Chapter 18, Verse 73): It is ‘By Your Grace’ I see your Universal Form.

अर्जुन उवाच |

नष्टो मोह: स्मृतिर्लब्धा त्वत्प्रसादान्मयाच्युत |

स्थितोऽस्मि गतसन्देह: करिष्ये वचनं तव || 73||

arjuna uvācha

naṣhṭo mohaḥ smṛitir labdhā tvat-prasādān mayāchyuta

sthito ‘smi gata-sandehaḥ kariṣhye vachanaṁ tava

Arjun says: O Infallible One, by Your grace my illusion has been dispelled, and I am situated in knowledge. I am now free from doubts, and I shall act according to Your instructions.

sakheti matvā prasabhaṁ yad uktaṁ

hey kṛiṣhṇa hey yādava hey sakheti

Arjuna says, “Hey Krishna, Hey Yadava, Hey Sakheti.”

ajānatā mahimānaṁ tavedaṁ

mayā pramādāt praṇayena vāpi

yach chāvahāsārtham asat-kṛito ’si

vihāra-śhayyāsana-bhojaneṣhu

eko ’tha vāpy achyuta tat-samakṣhaṁ

tat kṣhāmaye tvām aham aprameyam

sakhā—friend; iti—as; matvā—thinking; prasabham—presumptuously; yat—whatever; uktam—addressed; he kṛiṣhṇa—O Shree Krishna; he yādava—O Shree Krishna, who was born in the Yadu clan; he sakhe—O my dear friend; iti—thus; ajānatā—in ignorance; mahimānam—majesty; tava—your; idam—this; mayā—by me; pramādāt—out of negligence; praṇayena—out of affection; vā api—or else; yat—whatever; cha—also; avahāsa-artham—humorously; asat-kṛitaḥ—disrespectfully; asi—you were; vihāra—while at play; śhayyā—while resting; āsana—while sitting; bhojaneṣhu—while eating; ekaḥ—(when) alone; athavā—or; api—even; achyuta—an epithet of Krishna, the infallible one, You do not slip away from Your Swaroopa; tat-samakṣham—before others; tat—all that; kṣhāmaye—beg for forgiveness; tvām—from you; aham—I; aprameyam—immeasurable.

Arjuna says, “O, Krishna, thinking of You as my friend, I presumptuously addressed You as, “O Krishna,” “O Yadav,” “O my dear Friend.” I was ignorant of Your majesty, showing negligence and undue affection. And if, zestfully, I treated You with disrespect, while playing, resting, sitting, eating, when alone, or before others—for all that I crave forgiveness.”

There are two beautiful words in the Verse. Arjuna says, “I did what I did due to negligence and deep love.”

1) pramādāt—out of negligence: I did what I did due to negligence.

2) praṇayena—out of affection/deep love.

achyuta—an epithet of Krishna, the infallible one, You do not slip away from Your Swaroopa. You know who You are. You also know who I am. We see in the Fourth Chapter. Arjuna expresses his astonishment and Shri Krishna answers.

अर्जुन उवाच |

अपरं भवतो जन्म परं जन्म विवस्वत: |

कथमेतद्विजानीयां त्वमादौ प्रोक्तवानिति || 4||

arjuna uvācha

aparaṁ bhavato janma paraṁ janma vivasvataḥ

katham etad vijānīyāṁ tvam ādau proktavān iti

Arjun says: You were born much after Vivasvan. How am I to understand that in the beginning You instructed this science to him?

श्रीभगवानुवाच |

बहूनि मे व्यतीतानि जन्मानि तव चार्जुन |

तान्यहं वेद सर्वाणि न त्वं वेत्थ परन्तप || 5||

śhrī bhagavān uvācha

bahūni me vyatītāni janmāni tava chārjuna

tānyahaṁ veda sarvāṇi na tvaṁ vettha parantapa

The Supreme Lord says: Both you and I have had many births, O Arjun. You have forgotten them, while I remember them all, O Parantapa.

An incarnation always brings some of His intimate companions:

            All of them may not have the same role as was in the previous incarnations. Maybe we can say that sometimes one person is made more important than others. At some other point, another person is made more significant. Shri Ramakrishna used to say about Swami Ramakrishnanandaji and Sharadanandaji that they were two of the direct disciples of Jesus Christ - probably Peter and somebody else. We do not know. Swami Vivekananda is considered the Paul of Shri Ramakrishna.

Shri Ramakrishna and Shiva-Linga: Shiva-Mahina-Strotam.

(Please refer to the transcript of The Chapter 10, Part 1.)

           There is a beautiful incident in the life of Sri Ramakrishna. As we know, in Dakshineshwar, there are three types of temples. The main temple, of course, is the temple of the Divine Mother Kali. Then there is a small Radha-Krishna temple on the way. On the backs of the Ganga, there are individual small twelve Shiva temples, six on one side and six on the other side. One day Sri Ramakrishna went to one of the Shiva temples. He was overcome by a bhava/spiritual emotion. So, he embraced the Shiva Linga because Shiva-Linga is the glory of Shiva. (Interestingly, we cannot embrace an image of Lord Vishnu anywhere in this world. But, we can embrace, pour water, and offer Belva leaves on the Shiva-Linga.) Sri Ramakrishna went to the Shiva temple, embraced the Shiva-Linga with great devotion and started singing one of the verses from the Shiva-Mahina-Strotam.


asita-giri-samaṁ syāt kajjalaṁ sindhu-pātre

sura-taruvara-śākhā lekhanī patramurvī |

likhati yadi gṛhītvā śāradā sarvakālaṁ

tadapi tava guṇānāmīśa pāraṁ na yāti || 32 ||

[O, Lord even if Mother Saraswathi takes the entire waters of the ocean as the ink, the branch of a beautiful tree in the celestial regions as Her pen, the whole earth itself as the paper and starts writing Your glories for an infinity of time or eternity. She is not going to come to the end of Your glory.]

          Sri Ramakrishna was singing the stotram and fainted. At that time, people thought that Sri Ramakrishna was a mad person and they might have harmed him. Fortunately, Mathur-Babu happened to be there and understood the situation. He said, “If you desire to keep your head on your shoulders, do not go near him.” He was capable of doing it. They were frightened and moved away. Mathur-Babu stayed to protect Sri Ramakrishna until he regained consciousness.

         Sri Ramakrishna saw so many people staring at him, and he got confused and asked, “What is happening?” Mathur Babu said, “Baba, they all came to see you. I am standing here to protect you from any unexpected harm.” Mathur-Babu did not tell Sri Ramakrishna about the mentality of people.

           There is a beautiful Bengali song:  "Who can know Mother Kali? Even the six schools of philosophy and all the scriptures in the world fail to describe You." The impersonal aspect of The Divine cannot be described. All descriptions relate to the personal aspect of the Divine. We sing Prathasmarana Stotram and Khandana Bhava Bandhana Jag Vandana Vandi Tomaye (You are the breaker of all bondages. Salutations to You) with similar expressions. Mind and speech cannot reach or express God. God cannot be measured. He is infinite and infinity cannot be measured.

The recording time is 30 minutes approx.

Arjuna expresses his gratitude, “O, Lord, You are the infinite. I see Your Universal Form by Your grace only. I might have insulted You. That is all Your Maya. You did not impart that knowledge earlier to me. That is Your Divine Play. You are everything and everywhere. Nothing else exists except You and You only. An evil person tortures or kills others. The evil person and the killed person are You only. If someone thinks that he is the killer or killed, both are ignorant.”

Story of Jesus Christ and A Man: “You fed Me, gifted Me and served Me.”

        Jesus Christ says, “Whosoever has fed a hungry person, gifted clothes to a poor person or comforted a person in distress has served Me.” What does Jesus Christ mean by saying Me? There is a beautiful story to explain this phrase. There was a good and generous person. He died and went to heaven. He met Jesus Christ there. Jesus Christ smiled and lovingly embraced him. Jesus said, “My friend, come, you did so much good to Me.” The man said, “Lord, I do not remember meeting or serving You.” Jesus smiled and replied, “Did not you feed some hungry people?” “Yes, I did,” replied the man humbly. Jesus said, “You fed Me only.” Jesus  asked him, “Did you not gift some clothes to people in need?” “Yes, I did”, replied the man. “That was Me in the form of those people. You gifted to Me,” replied Jesus. Jesus asked him again, “Did you not serve some people in distress?” “Yes, I did,” replied the man. “Those ill people were no one else than Me,” Jesus replied.

Arjuna says:

पितासि लोकस्य चराचरस्य त्वमस्य पूज्यश्च गुरुर्गरीयान् |

न त्वत्समोऽस्त्यभ्यधिक: कुतोऽन्यो लोकत्रयेऽप्यप्रतिमप्रभाव || 43||

pitāsi lokasya charācharasya

tvam asya pūjyaśh cha gurur garīyān

na tvat-samo ’sty abhyadhikaḥ kuto ’nyo

loka-traye ’py apratima-prabhāva

pitā—the father; asi—You are; lokasya—of the entire universe; chara—moving; acharasya—nonmoving; tvam—You; asya—of this; pūjyaḥ—worship-able; cha—and; guruḥ—spiritual master; garīyān—glorious; na—not; tvat-samaḥ—equal to You; asti—is; abhyadhikaḥ—greater; kutaḥ—who is; anyaḥ—other; loka-traye—in the three worlds; api—even; apratima-prabhāva—possessor of incomparable power

            In the 7th, 9th and especially the 10th Chapter -  the Lord categorically declares, “I am the father. I am the mother. The universe comes out from Me. I am the creator, sustainer and destroyer of the universe.” Arjuna hears these teachings from the Lord. Arjuna says (in this Eleventh Chapter), “I believe it. It is merely an intellectual knowledge at the moment. I wish to experience this.” The Divine Lord grants him Divya-Chakshu. (Divya-Chakshu means spiritual insight.)

Translation: Arjuna says, “You are the Father of the entire universe, of all moving and non-moving beings. You are the most deserving object of worship and the Supreme Spiritual Master/most venerable teacher. When there is none equal to You in all the three worlds, then who can possibly be greater than You, O Possessor of incomparable power?

pitā—the father; asi—You are; lokasya—of the entire universe: You are the Father of the entire universe.

chara—moving; acharasya—nonmoving: What does moving and non-moving mean? Living creatures such as humans, birds, animals, and insects move, and some like trees and plants do not move. So, there are moving and non-moving living creatures. The mountains and the earth appear to be non-moving. According to Vedanta, the whole universe is made up of five elements. What are these five elements? Space, air, fire, water and earth. (These five cosmic elements are non-living and non-moving for a scientist.) Hindus worship these five elements. Five temples of South India known as  Akashalinga, Vayulinga, Agnilinga Jalalinga and Bhulinga worship five cosmic elements. These temples are dedicated to Lord Shiva. The universe is a manifestation of the Divine Lord. How can anyone make a distinction between the living and non-living?  Everything is divine. We can recollect an incident from the Life of Shri Ramakrishna.

Shri Ramakrishna and a Jumping Stone:

         One day, Shri Ramakrishna narrated an incident to his devotees. Shri Ramakrishna said, “One day, I was walking on the banks of the Ganga. I felt as if someone was following me. I looked back, but nothing was there. I walked a bit further and got the same feeling that someone was behind me. I looked back. I was astonished. I saw a big stone jumping and following me. I rubbed my eyes and looked at it. I started walking again. What do I see? The stone was jumping and following me.” Later on, he said,” Who can dare to understand the Divine Play? What is living, and what is non-living?” Everything is divine. That is why: Hindus worship mountains, rivers, animals, plants and nature. A lion, a tiger, a snake, a cow, and a humble mouse are associated with our Deities. We worship them with reverence.

pitā—the father; asi—You are; lokasya—of the entire universe: Arjuna says, “You are the originator of the universe.

tvam—You; asya—of this; pūjyaḥ—worship-able: O, Lord, You are the originator, mother, father, grandmother, grandfather and everything. You are the most deserving object of worship In the world. cha—and; guruḥ—spiritual master: You are the spiritual Master/ venerable teacher. We chant a beautiful verse:

मातृ देवो भव।पितृ देवो भव।

आचार्य देवो भव।अतिथि देवो भव॥

Maathru Devo Bhava Pithru Devo Bhava

Aacharya Devo Bhava Athidhi Devo Bhava.

Honour thy Mother as God. Honour thy Father as God.

Honour thy Teacher as God. Honour thy Guest as God.

(Taittiriya Upanishad [तैत्तिरीय उपनिषद्])

guruḥ—spiritual master; garīyān—glorious: You are the greatest teacher. Why? Who created the Vedas? Bhagawan. Who propagated the Vedas? The Divine Lord/God. How do we know? We read in the Mundaka Upanishad.

Guru-Shishya-Parampara/Teacher-Disciple-Tradition:

ओं । ब्रह्मा देवानां प्रथमः संबभूव विश्वस्यकर्ता भुवनस्य गोप्ता ।

स ब्रह्मविद्यां सर्वविद्याप्रतिष्ठामथर्वाय ज्येष्ठपुत्राय प्राह ॥ १ ॥

oṃ | brahmā devānāṃ prathamaḥ saṃbabhūva viśvasyakartā bhuvanasya goptā |

sa brahmavidyāṃ sarvavidyāpratiṣṭhāmatharvāya jyeṣṭhaputrāya prāha || 1.1.1 || Mundaka-Upanishad

[Brahma was the first among the Devas. He is the creator of the universe and the protector of the world. He taught the knowledge of Brahman, on which all knowledge rests, to his eldest son.]

Spiritual knowledge propagates through Guru-Shishya-Parampara/Teacher-Disciple tradition. We praise this tradition.

Sada Shiva Samarambham Sankarachaarya Madhyamam

Asmat aacharya Paryantham Vande Guru Paramparaa"

[From the first Guru, Sada Shiva, in the middle is Shankaracharya. My Guru is in the end. I bow in front of this Guru lineage. The first Guru is Brahman.]

In our case, we can say: Brahman -> Narayana -> Vedavyasa -> Shuka Brahma Rishi-> Goudapadacharya -> Govindacharya -> Shankaracharya -> Shri Ramakrishna. The Eternal First Guru is only the Divine Lord. He is the greatest teacher in the world.

na—not; tvat-samaḥ—equal to You; asti—is: There is no one equal to You/The Divine Lord. No one can be compared to You. You are everything.

abhyadhikaḥ—greater; kutaḥ—who is; anyaḥ—other; loka-traye—in the three worlds; api—even; apratima-prabhāva—possessor of incomparable power: When there is none equal to You in all the three worlds, then who can possibly be greater than You, O Possessor of incomparable power?

Bhagwan Krishna declares at the very end of the Tenth Chapter

यद्यद्विभूतिमत्सत्त्वं श्रीमदूर्जितमेव वा |

तत्देवावगच्छ त्वं मम तेजोंऽशसम्भवम् || C10, V41||

yad yad vibhūtimat sattvaṁ śhrīmad ūrjitam eva vā

tat tad evāvagachchha tvaṁ mama tejo ’nśha-sambhavam

[Whatever you see as beautiful, glorious, and powerful, know it to spring from Me but a spark of My splendour.] We must learn to say, “O, Lord, I do not exist. No one else exists. You manifest in the form of the universe - only You exist.” There are good qualities in each individual. We should never feel envious, degrade anyone or harm anyone. This reminds me of a beautiful story told by Shri Ramakrishna.

  1. Mother Parvati is everywhere - Maa, Baby Ganesha and a Cat.

         Some people have very shallow ideas about Lord Ganesha. Shri Ramakrishna narrated a story of Ganesha from the Puranas. Why is Ganesha one of the greatest gods? How did He become one of the greatest knowers of Brahman?

        When Lord Ganesha was a small child, Mother Parvati loved Him like any other Mother. One day Ganesha was playing outside. He saw a cat passing by the side. He got hold of the cat and started playing with the cat in a very rough way. The cat got injured, and at last, the cat managed to escape with scratches all over its body.  

    As Ganesha got hungry, He went inside to eat his dinner. He was surprised to see that Mother Parvati's body was full of scratches and wounds. When Ganesha saw his Mother, He felt terrible pain. He loved his Mother very much. He used to consider his Mother as the Divine Mother.

He asked, "Mother, who did this to You?

Mother replied, "Why are you asking? You have done this to Me.

Baby Ganesh said, "When did I do this?

Mother replied, "When you scratched the cat, then you scratched Me because I dwell in all beings - I am सर्वांतरात्मा Sarvantaratma. Yaa Devi Sarvabhutesu, Matrarupena sansthitha.

Baby Ganesha understood - "My Mother is all-pervading, and everything is the manifestation of My Mother."

So when He grew up, he could not marry because he saw his Mother in all women - as Mother Parvati resides in all human beings.  

Sri Ramakrishna says: “You should look upon every female as your mother.” It does not mean only mother. O, Lord, You are the female, the male, a baby, a young man, an elderly man and everything. Bhagwan manifests as the world but does not undergo any change. Yes! It is only a divine play of light and shadow.

We come to a most beautiful verse. Arjuna says:

तस्मात्प्रणम्य प्रणिधाय कायं प्रसादये त्वामहमीशमीड्यम् |

पितेव पुत्रस्य सखेव सख्यु: प्रिय: प्रियायार्हसि देव सोढुम् || 44||

tasmāt praṇamya praṇidhāya kāyaṁ

prasādaye tvām aham īśham īḍyam

piteva putrasya sakheva sakhyuḥ

priyaḥ priyāyārhasi deva soḍhum

tasmāt—therefore; praṇamya—bowing down; praṇidhāya—prostrating; kāyam—the body; prasādaye—to implore grace; tvām—your; aham—I; īśham—the Supreme Lord; īḍyam—adorable; pitā—father; iva—as; putrasya—with a son; sakhā—friend; iva—as; sakhyuḥ—with a friend; priyaḥ—a lover; priyāyāḥ—with the beloved; arhasi—you should; deva—Lord; soḍhum—forgive

tasmat pranamya pranidhaya kayam

prasadaye tvam aham isham idyam

piteva putrasya sakheva sakhyuh

priyah priyayarhasi deva sodhum

Translation: Arjuna says: Therefore,O adorable Lord, bowing down and prostrating before You, I implore You for Your grace. As a father tolerates his son, a friend forgives his friend, and a lover pardons the beloved, please forgive me for my offences.

We see three beautiful examples in this verse.

  1. Father/Mother and a Child: The parents patiently put up with the ignorant child's pranks. The child kicks his mother, and in return, she hugs him.
  2. A friend with a Friend: A friend should understand and forgive his friend. How could a friend ever get angry? If any friend gets angry and takes offence, we should know that the person is not a friend at all.
  3. A lover and the beloved: A lover should never get angry with the beloved. Why? Because there is no place for anger in pure love. The lover should see - Everything that the beloved does is nothing but pure love play.

We have discussed a beautiful story of Sage Bhrigu.

Story of Lord Venkateshwara:

(Please refer to the transcript of the Chapter 10, Part 8.)

Venkateswara, is known by various other names. He is the Hindu God Vishnu. Venkateswara is the presiding deity of Tirumala Venkateswara Temple located in Tirupati, Sri Balaji District, Andhra Pradesh, India.

           Briefly, the legend is like this. Once, the sages wanted to decide - who is the greatest among the Trinity of Brahma, Vishnu, and Shiva. The Sages gave this project to Rishi Bhrigu to accomplish.

        Rishi Bhrigu went to the King of Swarga-Loka Indra. Indra ignored him. Bhrigu cursed Indra that he would be only referred to as an egoistic soul all over the universe. Next, he visited Lord Brahma and Lord Shiva. Brahma and Shiva ignored him as well. He got angry and said, "Your devotees will worship You as Lingam."  

         At last, Bhrigu went to Lord Vishnu at Vaikuntha. Lord Vishnu was sleeping on Adhishesha, and Goddess Lakshmi was at His feet. When Bhrigu arrived, he saw Lord Vishnu’s feet and felt humiliated. Enraged, he kicked Vishnu in His chest with his right foot. (Bhrigu has a third eye on his right foot.) Awakened by this, Vishnu saw Bhrigu. Lord Vishnu apologised, served him with great hospitality and started massaging his feet. (During the process, Lord Vishnu pressed out the eye of his right foot. As a result, Bhrigu’s arrogance disappeared.)  Bhrigu was pleased and ordered the sages to perform rituals to Vishnu.  Seeing this, Devi Lakshmi felt that Bhrigu insulted Her indirectly by hitting Vishnu on His chest. (She lives in the heart of Lord Vishnu as a beautiful jewel named Kaustubha/Sri-Ankita.)              Lord Vishnu tried to console Her. Lord Narayana said, “Devi, Brighu is our child. You are his mother. Mothers do not get angry when a child does something wrong. Please forgive him. But Devi Lakshmi decided to leave Vaikuntha.

Goddess Lakshmi descended on Earth and settled in disguise. (Lakshmi is the goddess of wealth.) Vishnu soon arrived on Earth searching for His consort. It is a beautiful long tale. In short, Lakshmi was born as a princess, and Lord Vishnu was born as a son of a poor lady. His name was Srinivasa. Both fell in love and decided to get married. Srinivasan/Vishnu needed to borrow riches from Kubera to get married. He promised to repay the loan with interest. How? By the help of His devotees. Thousands of devotees donate money, jewellery, hair etc. at this temple. (Donated hair is sold to make wigs all over the world.) Lord Venkateswara temple is the wealthiest temple in India.

                Lord Vishnu -  Venkateswara  is the presiding deity of Tirumala Venkateswara Temple located on Tirumala Hill in Tirupati, Sri Balaji District, Andhra Pradesh, India. (मला Mala means hill and तिरू Tiru means Shree.) Every year, hundreds of thousands of devotees donate a large amount of wealth at the Tirupati Temple. The above legend provides the reason for it. Lord Vishnu is paying the interest of His debt from Kubera.  So every year with great difficulty and with the help of His devotees, He pays only the interest, the capital remains the same.

What is the symbolism of the story?

          If the Lord pays off the capital, He will not stay here but return to Vaikuntha. The devotees would like Lord Vishnu to stay here. Why? The Lord blesses us and fulfils our desires. We delightfully donate some money, hair, jewellery, land etc. towards His debts. So that He continues to stay with us.

The essence is: Kubera is the wealthiest person by proxy. What does it mean? Whenever we meet a wealthy person, we should salute the person and think. How did he acquire his wealth? He must be an intelligent and hard-working man. (Intelligence and hard work are the main requirements to achieve anything.) Of course, he must have done some noble deeds in this life and previous lives. Having wealth is not a bad thing. However, two conditions must be fulfilled. 1) Firstly, we should not acquire wealth through crookedness, cleverness, or by hook or crook. 2) Secondly, we must remember - that everything belongs to God. We should offer our money back to God. How? In the form of service to humanity. A wealthy person is noble - when these two conditions are fulfilled. If not, he will go through terrible suffering and eventually learn his lesson. For all of us, an extraordinary manifestation in the form of wealth, knowledge, intelligence, or any form is the manifestation of the Divine Lord.

अदृष्टपूर्वं हृषितोऽस्मि दृष्ट्वा भयेन च प्रव्यथितं मनो मे |

तदेव मे दर्शय देवरूपं प्रसीद देवेश जगन्निवास || 45||

adṛiṣhṭa-pūrvaṁ hṛiṣhito ’smi dṛiṣhṭvā

bhayena cha pravyathitaṁ mano me

tad eva me darśhaya deva rūpaṁ

prasīda deveśha jagan-nivāsa

adṛiṣhṭa-pūrvam—that which has not been seen before; hṛiṣhitaḥ—great joy; asmi—I am; dṛiṣhṭvā—having seen; bhayena—with fear; cha—yet; pravyathitam—my mind trembles with fear; manaḥ—mind; me—my; tat—that; eva—certainly; me—to me; darśhaya—show; deva—Lord; rūpam—form; prasīda—please have mercy on me; deva-īśha—God of gods; jagat-nivāsa—abode of the universe.The universe is created and sustained by You. You pervade in the universe everywhere.

Translation: Having seen Your universal form that I had never seen before, I feel great joy. And yet, my mind trembles with fear. Please have mercy on me and again show me Your pleasing form, O God of gods, O Abode of the universe.

That is a beautiful description. Arjuna is frightened. He enjoyed the Universal Form for some time. But he is terrified now and can not hold it any longer.

Shri Ramakrishna and Swami Brahmanandaji:

          I remember an incident from the life of Swami Brahmanandaji. One day, Swami went to the Dakshineshwar temple. He sat down and started meditating. Swami did not get any joy and became restless. So, he got up and returned to the room of Sri Ramakrishna. Ramakrishna asked, “My son, why did you return so soon?” “I cannot concentrate and meditate today. My mind is restless”, replied Swami. (Imagine! If Swami Brahmananda could not meditate. So, we should not blame ourselves when our minds wander around.That does not mean that we relax. It means it is a common factor, and we should train our minds with repeated practice. In the sixth chapter, the Lord says, “O, Arjuna, the mind is difficult to control like blowing wind. Constant practice and renunciation can control the mind”.)

Arjuna's mind could not hold this divine form. Because it created joy, surprise and a very high emotional mode of fear. Arjuna says:

Arjuna says:

किरीटिनं गदिनं चक्रहस्त- मिच्छामि त्वां द्रष्टुमहं तथैव |

तेनैव रूपेण चतुर्भुजेन सहस्रबाहो भव विश्वमूर्ते || 46||

kirīṭinaṁ gadinaṁ chakra-hastam

ichchhāmi tvāṁ draṣhṭum ahaṁ tathaiva

tenaiva rūpeṇa chatur-bhujena

sahasra-bāho bhava viśhva-mūrte

Translation: O Thousand-armed One, though You are the embodiment of all creation, I wish to see You in Your four-armed form, carrying the mace and disc, and wearing the crown.

kirīṭinam—wearing the beautiful diadem/crown; gadinam—carrying the mace; chakra-hastam—disc in hand; ichchhāmi—I wish; tvām—You; draṣhṭum—to see; aham—I; tathā eva—similarly; tena eva—in that; rūpeṇa—form; chatuḥ-bhujena—four-armed; sahasra-bāho—thousand-armed one; bhava—be; viśhwa-mūrte—universal form.

O, Lord, You are with billions of hands, legs, bellies, faces, mouths, heads, eyes and billions of ears. What does it mean? Every creature is none other than the manifestation of the Divine Lord. Arjuna is terrified.

viśhwa-mūrte—universal form: Arjuna says, “I behold You as Vishwamurti by Your grace.

rūpeṇa—form; chatuḥ-bhujena—four-armed: “Please withdraw Your Universal Form. O, Abode of the Universe, please be gracious to me. I wish to see You in Your pacifying, joy-giving Four-Hands-Form with conch, disc, mace and lotus.

Many people misinterpreted this verse. We will discuss this in our next class.